omg..i so SUPER sad rite nows... T.T im forced to miss th east zone c' division softball competition ARGH!!~ angry seh..jus cos i got very bad flu and coughing like mad -.- STUPID! td had training..actually i wasnt supposed to ge de but cos i didnt really care bout th super bad flu and cough then i jus gofor training. then at nite.. .... i kenna fever. WTF angry seh.. then i got to miss one whole week of training AND th competition. ARGH!!!!!! sads luh.... my first time go for competition then i have to miss it cos i SICK. WAD TH BLOODY HELL?! then i also missed my science and history CA today.. haha..sads rite? i tink i dun get to re-take it.. i dunno... but then i hav valid reasons PLUS i got MC. -.- sighs.. sads....!! i hate staying at home... then cannot see my wierd-ish friends... T.T also cant get to take revenge on AHS. URGH!! SO NOT FAIR..GOD SO MEAN TO ME... no la..jkjk..i duno really noe luh.. if god being good to me or not good cos got 1 advantage of me missing th competition 1.ADVANTAGE i get to train/practise more so that i get btr for nationals.. cos thye also picking but then i dunno if sec1 counted.. i tink so bah.. 2.DISADVANTAGE i miss 2 trainings..and cant go for competition. -.- so i dun really noe which one is it.. i really really hope its th advantage one.. :) even tho i cant go for th competition tis sat, i m willing to trai harder so that i can get in th nationals.. but then i only sec 1 leis.. can go nationals de meh??? i also dunno..haha! :) missing so many people rite now.. -.- URGH~~ still got th exams to worry bout.... HOW? i dun even noe if i can get to take it on another day.. i hope can if not i get like NIL on my report card or wadever ARGH~!!! angry/sad seh... plus ytd i was supposed to help tutor hannah on IH (intergrated humance) spell?? but then i cant cos i dun even STUDY it.. -.- yay hannah... i also missing all my tuitions for today.. sads rite? haii... then cannot do any physical activities for th WHOLE WEEK INCLUDING PE. T.T then th gmnastics how? we nid to tink bout th routine leis.. i tink that can wait luh.. then i got to call and ask people for th homework if not i will kenna scolding for nth cos i never call and ask for homework.. especially art.. -.- diaos... should i go to AHS on sat even tho i cant play?? i go ter see how they play... see wif natelie..(spell??) she sae she k-po but then i go ter can learn more... haha.. i dunno luh..see how first..but then i dunno how to tell th coach i cant play on sat.. T.T i ytd already kenna punished by coach cos me,cheryl and rachel was helping put th balls back into th bos then e never hear th coach calling all th sec 1 then we go ter late then we kenna punished...have to do 10 push-ups.. wadever luh..that one not so important.. haii.. i alot of probs luh.. sadded... dying under problems AND flu... -.- :) yay flu~~ DAMNIT | 
