hectic. life has been hectic and the stress from EOY. totally unbelievable. i'm so damn stressed up. i always get headaches and like so tired. always sleeping to distress. and those sleeping hours are wasted.. i could have used them to study science or history. or both. but i didn't. i rarely have time at home to study. let alone outside. school is the best place to study at. seriously. i cannot study at dah's house. i cannot study at home. or at the library for god's sake. i prefer school. more time. more free periods are wasted cos we slack and fool around. i really regret it all. i want it all to come rewinding back. back to start of school. where stress is at it's minimum. ohmigosh. i want it all to end!!! science is tomorrow and i've not even started studying. what's happening to you ed? why are you such a slacker? why? it's time to wake up ed, before it's too late. and i think it already is. just finished chinese tuition. listened aimlessly while the teacher talked about the second world war. life is going to get harder and harder. so ed, just prepare yourself for the worst. cos you deserve that bad ending. there are 14 chapters to study for science and i need to sleep. my brain's fried after all that studying of history for 2 periods in the AVT. that's what you get ed, for not planning ahead. fuck. i don't want to get retained. i want to fucking get promoted with the rest of the class. FUCK, NO! even the usual slackers like rachel {no offence} is studying for science. i don't know why i'm not. maybe i've just given up on that subject. i've been doing badly in it. like the worst subject for me. even math, my most hated subject, i can get an A2. but for science, i've just been scoring passes and a B4. it's so demoralising. but i just don't want to improve on it. like i said, maybe i've just given up on science. it used to be my best subject. i've liked it even before i even learnt it in p3. where's that crazy science freak now? where she's gone to? the moon? i give up. i'm going to create a new science freak called ed. that old one died a long time ago. :) jia you for EYO ! the torture is going to end soon (: BYEBYE. | 
