i'm so tired la. but then i'm still online. huahahahha. my hair is making me look like a boy. urghhhhh. i ain't aiming for the GUY LOOK. i'm aiming for the COOL look. but whatevers. i'm still trying to get tips for styling my hair from guy friends. but to no avail. -.- i think i should sleep nowww. you know what? i rather go out and hang with dah's primary school friends & catch a movie than go out and have lunchons with the team. seriously no offence guys, but i prefer it that way. im not very into team-ey stuff and talking about sb all the time already. it's just tiring me out. and the thought of having to get scolded once again during training tomorrow sucks. really. that's what's making me not like it. i'm dreading training. URGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSHHH. i just hope we don't do stupid things like on fri. and you all stop making use of me to go get and put back the friggin keys. i did that the last training. i was already so pissed and tired and demoralised. and you'all had to "make fun" of me. wtf. people have their limits kay. and when i'm pissed enough to randomly go to shin yi to rant, she just stands there. no reaction. no offence. but i was pissed. like what the hell la. how would you feel if that happens to you. huh? seriously. me and dah were already pissed about the calling coach thing and starting late shit. omg. heck already la. when i've reached my limit, that's it. i'm not one to be pushed by other people. but some things like getting scolded and punished. are the things that i CANNOT control. which s-u-c-k-s. BIG time. urrrgggghhhhsssshhhh. i hope the new hair style will help me to cheer up. like alot. i really hope. at least i don't look like farah this time :):) hahhas. but still, it's short hair. what the hell am i saying?! i also don't know. god. i just want to sleep. damn . dah's asleep already. i really want to tag along tomorrow with her & her friends. i don't want to miss out on like either the lunch or her thing. boring la, stay at home. HUAhahahhaha. aishah got school tomorrow. :D:D i'm so mean sia. i can sleep away while she does shool-ey stuff kekekek. whatever la. okay, i'm tired already. nights ya'll. :) | 
