Entry title: how is it possible?
Date / Time : Tuesday, December 8, 2009 / 1:50 PM
for once, i'm going to say this out loud. with no censored parts. i'm saying it ALL OUT. I don't care already. joel, YOU GO AND DIE. actually, it's not his fault anyways. partly mine. i have no damn idea what is wrong with me. i mean like i was the one who broke up with him. and now i'm the asshole that can't get over him . WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. what the hell is.wrong.with.me. ERGH. bloody hell. what, i still have feelings for him?! WHAT BULLSHIT. i don't know already. all i know is that i'm damn sad/angry now. for goodness sake edith! it's already over the between you 2. it's been like a whole year already. GET OVER IT. STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. that's it. i'm going to stay single forever. i don't care what has happened. I'M NOT GETTING INTO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP EVER AGAIN. I SWEAR. even he got a new girlfriend. gosh, edith, you're lacking behind. whatever.
