as shown by this little cute guy, EFF YOU. i dunno who. but just eff off man. i am seriously damn depressed cos of jiao lian. fcuking trianing. spoils my day. -.- i got damn scolded damn painfully for my throwing and batting. like wtf. i am already trying to throw and bat properly. WHATTHEFUCK. all i really want to do now is to point the middle finger at her. telling her, "wtf. LIKE I WAS BORN BEING A NO GUTS SHIT AND LIKE I HAD A CHOICE OVER WHAT KIND OF MOTHER I HAVE. SO SHUT THE HELL UP AND STOP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE FUCK." i felt like shit after training. it really really felt damn. indescribable. all i wanted to do was to sleep and die. she made me sound like i was a loser that doesn't know how to do things properly. i keep back some of my strength is cos when i use too much strength sometimes, everything screws up. and then you'll freaking scold me again. go to hell. i never want to be scolded by you ever again. i never want to get punished again. no matter how hard i try, you'll still put me down.

today was really fun during school. like the juniors were like uhhh..hmmm.gerhh.. whatever. we finally got to sit in pairs :D yay. i'm sitting all the way in front though , with dah. bleh. gah. the class is still as funny as EVER. omg. i kinda love my class alot. hahas :) the only kill joy part of my day was during training. *points*