i hate my face. like wtf.. what the hell is wrong with it. like it's freaking irritating the hell out of me. that's why i sorta hate a mirror sometimes. my mother was going berserk over my face. saying "why is there so many dots?!". wtf am i supposed to know? it's freaking cos prolonged exposure to the sun without sunblock smeared all over it and not drinking enough water. and also, i don't put moisturiser on it. i mean, it'll just make my skin oily. ewww. anyways, last night's celebration with my mom's side was horrendous. everyone was soooo formal. kinda. like all talking about what is my sister going to do while waiting for her results, talking about like, i dunno, freaking nerd stuff. -.- do you even dare to believe that my 17 year old cousin gels his hair and part it {luckily not center parted,phew} and tucks in his shirt and worst of all, he wears FREAKING CHECKERED BOX SHIRT. the government should ban kids who don't work yet from wearing things like that. come on, you're freaking 17 dude. don't act like you're what, 80? seriously. that was embarrassing. and like most of my other cousins are like freakishly nerdy and suck up and totally act cute. *vomits* major ew-age. like wth. get a life. urgh. i was being tortured there. except this guy cousin. he's really hot. omg. like wow. nat said that crushing on your cousin is gross and weird. but i don't think so. i mean yeah, if he's like old and nerdy. but my cousin is like super cute and hot. he freaking bowls. add on to the cute-o-meter :D hahahs. most guys from SJI are naturally hot and cute i guess. :) victorians are quite and exception. bleh. anyhows, i was freaking bored and tired.dunno why. then my aunty kept forcing me to play wii with them. i was sleeping. like i refused a million times and they call me and my sis anti-social. wtf. like i could give a damn about playing wii with kids. blargh. so like , in the end i just sat on the couch being the grumpy me. ha. nat was like babysitting her little cousins . ahahs. my mom is a total asshole sometimes. like just to show off her superiority to everyone, she scolded me super loudly "stop playing with your phone. do you see anyone here playing with their phone? i'll cancel your line if you exceed your sms."wtf. doesn't mean that my other loser cousins don't have lives and friends, doesn't mean i play with my phone. how do you even play with your phone in the first place?! and like hello, i have socialising to do. so stop threatening me pathetically with the " i'll cancel your line" crap. seriously. even if she does, i can just go shopping the whole day and she can't find out where i am. dumbass. hahah. okay, so bored. chinese tuition sucks. i was like sleeping throughout. blerh. gosh, school starts like one day later. gah. homework? die.