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new year's eve.

2010-02-13T18:57:00.003+08:00

hey ya'll.
well, tomorrow's CNY and today's obviously the eve of CNY.
lols. today sucked, kind of.
last night was damn irritating. gosh. my dad brought my sister and i to bedok jetty.
for i have no idea what reason. i was damn tired from tuition already.
we left at around 11, then went for supper at some prata shop.
it was gooood. but salty. ulgh. then went home. it was like 12 plus,nearly 1 then.
went home, crashed right away.
woke up this morning, went to the gym to work out.
some people just think that girls are weak. like seriously.
haha. i gave them a new definition of WEAK today (:
see me work out man. :D
teehee. kay.. then bathed and went out for lunch. forgot that today was
CNY eve, which means almost all shops are closed. -.-
went to parkway, found nothing to eat, went to macs.
"that was the most fucked up lunch ever."-my father.
yeah. btu to me it's okay la. cos i always have macs for lunch (:
then went hunting for cny clothes. gawd, i didn't even shop. :(
so in the end found NOTHING. but bought a whole set of earrings instead :D
hahah. i love the flower one that i'm wearing now. teehee.
but i still have some clothes that my auntie bought for me.
so i'll wear that tmr. btw, it's a yellow translucent tank top and a mini demin skirt.
i'll look like a pros tmr. -.-"
anyways, then came home, changed went for mass.
screwed up the timing so the mass was like ending when we reached.
urgh. only had 10 minutes of holiness.
going to uncle's place later for steamboat. grandparents not even home this
year for cny. wtf.
yesterday.
(: was freaking fun.
went to orchard with nat tan, ying ci, cheryl and nature after school.
we walked to cineleisure to watch "the valentine's day" and eat.
the show was damn funnny sia. :D
i was laughing like some mad ass. especially the part where taylor
swift was dancing damn spastically. HAHAHHAHA.
omg. hiliarious man ;)
the gay part, the phone sex part and the part with the boss and the ruler
saying something like "kneel down to queen ....!!!"
LOL.
PLUS THE SEAT BELT. hahaha. bloopers :D
overall, the show has no link and it's funny. yet, sweet :)
yeah then we shopped around for cheryl's wallet but they chipped in and
got me my early birthday present instead :)
AWESOME GOLDEN WALLET SIA.
then mrt back. it was funny inside the mrt
cos like we were being squashed like sardines and we saw this gross
couple like being intimate and stuff right infront of us.
ergh. gross.
:) reached home around 5 plus. then blahed.
i hope tmr's going to be fun :)
yay. kay bye.
HAVE A HAPPY CNY!

2010-02-10T18:19:00.002+08:00

since i have not posted a proper post in like decades, i shall post one now :D
first thing:
i practically slept in front of the chinese teacher just now and she didn't even realise.
(Y)
i so smart sia. hahah. (:
anyways, texting nat and shahrizal now. bored ttm.
like there is nothing to do. i should be studying now. for tmr's science formative test & lit.
but since syahindah just finished her third lang not long ago, i shall be nice
and give her like half hour to go home. before i start studying.
see, now i don't have an advantage ((:
i'm doomed for my science tmr. i have no clue about the nonsense about
carbohydrates for biological molecules. i'm totally LOST.
so i expect myself to pass. barely.
i still gotta do math homework. ugh. super lazy ttm.
-.- school is so boring. but i actually still survive cos i listen in class.
*clap clap clap*
i'm planning to go cut my fringe like now. cos i really cannot stand it. it's so damn
annoying. it's too LONG. and ANNOYING.
limited vocabulary sucks.
yay. going out with nat and cheryl on friday :DD
shopping shopping!~
wheeeeeeeeeee. shits. tmr got training.
bleh. kay. BYEBYE

tom yam

2010-02-10T15:56:00.001+08:00

this whole post will be dedicated to tom yam.
love it. it's mine. go away.
i have cheena tuition at like 4. which is apparently NOW.
but wtv. i'm eating tom yam noodles! :D
yay.
boring day.. screwed up my math test.
i think i'll get a 0.
and people will start to talk to me.
by people i mean teachers.
yeah. then coach will kill me.
for failing MATH.
then i go into depression
and then suicide which leads to death.
seriously, my class is like so morbid.
hahaha. BYE :D

2010-01-30T21:20:00.001+08:00

omg. feeling super shit today. so much for a BETTER day. go die saturday. chinese tuition almost killed me. all i saw was myself in the cupdboard. cos there's this HUGE mirror :D so i stared at myself. and almost died. luckily kitkat saved me. anyways, just came back from dinner. boring. cos i had to go look at UGLY shoes with my sister. she has no taste. absolutely none. zilch. kay bye

2010-01-29T22:30:00.003+08:00

i don't feel happy today. so no colours. seriously, i mean like. i really think that the team has more fun together without me. every training that i miss it'll be uber loads of fun. and when i do go for training, it'll be torture 101. and then they'll tell me the next day what they did for training. and i'll be like "oh that's so cool." "what's this?what's that?" and i'll feel like i'm missing out on some great joke. really. then i'll have this mini emo session with myself and they'll start to ask if i'm alright. and i'll give the standard reply. tired. but these few days have really been too much for me. like being sick, missing trainings, class chinese new year decorations. it's all so overwhelming. :( i really can't cope between training and class nonsense already. i have no energy for this. i don't even get enough sleep everyday. how am i suppose to lead people when i can't even manage myself. but i can't just give up my position as vice-chair. cos firstly, i cannot just leave dini and let her fend for herself right. she's even more stressed than me. i have to help her, to control the class. and secondly, i can't drop my position as captain right. that'll be insane. and since most of them trust in me such that they voted for me to be captain, i can't just leave all my responsibilities for my own personal sake. i've got to think of others as well. i cannot be selfish. i have to be responsible for so many people, so many things.i cannot be so irresponsible. my parents already think that i'm irresponsible and totally useless. this is the time when i prove to them and myself that i am capable of leading and managing my time while excelling. i will not give up right now cos it's only the beginning of something freaking great and awesome. i will lead the team well and bring us all to the championships. but first, i've got to get my high/mojo back. it's been gone this whole week. i hope i get an overdose next week :DDD kay. byebye!
~worries aside~

2010-01-27T16:36:00.002+08:00

My computer seems a little odd today but i just can't figure what's so odd about it. There's something wrong with the text size.. Hmm. Weird. Anyways, today sucked. It was totally boring :( School time was boring because the first three periods were all those content-based lessons. Had english,history and also geography. It was damn boring , me and Syahindah were about to die from boredom. -.- Some of the class kept laughing at ms tang cos she accidentally wacked herself with the pointer when she was scolding some girl. Like as if that is even that funny. Syahindah laughed like a mad cow even when she didn't see it happen. Wth. That doesn't make sense at all. Whatever. So had recess after that. Then legacy where the class was just being annoying and forcing me to shout at them with my still-healing throat. Idiots. Then had math, which was just a suicide class. Ms tay made us do practise questions on factorisation for the entire period. What the hell la. My brain almost fired and i heard someone say Angela was crying. I kind of believe that actually :D After that had HCL. Boring like nobody's business. Haha, and Natalie's damn sad this morning cos manuella had the same bag as her. Awwww. I feel her pain. Hahahaha :) Anyways, i did all my homework in school already. Buahahaa. I'm fast man :D I'm in a delimma. Should i go to training tomorrow? Because i'm feeling almost fully recovered just with cough and a little runny nose. But my mom told me not to train this whole week. Wtf. If i go right, surely will kenna from her. But competition's coming very very fast and i want to get as much training as possible. D: Curse the viral flu!!!!
I'm so freaking tired. okay, bye! :D

2010-01-25T11:53:00.002+08:00

hello. even though nobody reads this almost-dead-yet-alive blog, i'm still going to post things on this. like seriously, will i just let it die? of course not! :) so yeah, i feel orange today so i'm using orange :D teehee. it's been a long time since i've actually used coloured words. how queer. anyway, it's about 12pm now and 2e1 is probably having some lesson like either history or higher MT. hahaha. yay me and my stupid viral flu. i skipped school, missed my CA, and cca. how damn irritating is that. and like my voice gets worse. then it becomes normal and then worse again. is it having PMS?! ergh. anyways, i felt damn sick in the morning and like my throat was killing. you all should take a look at my antibiotics man. it's HUGEEEE. i'm so bored and tired. i've been sleeping like for almost 2 consecutive days. and i figured out that since i'm so bored, i'll either watch tv later or play computer games. which is something i do not do at all. really. so yeah.

ORANGE FTW!

2010-01-24T12:44:00.002+08:00

i sound like a freaking hobo. like seriously. cos like stupid viral flu. blame my stupid nose la. -.-
like on friday morning my nose was totally screwed up and i had damn bad flu. to the point that i can't breathe. so cheryl lim gave my Breathe Right to use :D hahha. it helped. then the day passed by.. blah blah blah. and had training. still had a little flu but i was feeling okay. then halfway through training i felt like damn hot. like feverish. but i totally ignored it. cos of the flu that's why. so yeah. then like until nearing the end of training when i felt like shit. i really couldn't go on anymore, i told ms tay that i felt feverish and stuff. took my temperature and like it was 38. so high. changed and stayed back for awhile more and watched them keep stuff, cheered with c div. then went home.waited damn long for a cab at caltex with cheryl. got damn pissed plus i was sick. called my dad to fetch me. he cannot. wtf. then i started crying like some baby. in the end got a cab. thanks to cheryl :) love her loads. then went home drag drag drag. until like 8 plus before going to the doctor.by then, my temperature was like 39.4 doctor said it was viral flu. then went home. cried again cos i really really felt like i was dying. i mean like, 39 degrees. i was freaking burning. the whole of yesterday was hell. whole day, morning and night i was burning. temperature ranging from 39-40. i could have died. forty ley. my brain could have melted.but it didn't. this morning my fever finally subsided to 37 like that. but it's only temporary.still gotta eat my medicine and stuff. and now i've got this really bad sore throat. and my voice is like damn hobo-licious. i can barely talk loudly. i don't know if i'll even go to school tomorrow. shit. plus i cannot get the stupid biological molecules shit to work on elearning. wtf. what kind of week is this. anyways, just hope i didn't kill any of my brain cells during my super high fever.

2010-01-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

gah. my blog is DEAD man. i'm MIA-ing cos like busy schedule people.. plus nobody ever visits this blog. so i don't really bother to blog much. unless i'm free. like now :) let's talk about. something. garfw. these few days {today} i've been going through some rough times with dah. like we don't usually quarrel that much but today i was really pissed off. cos mrs hoy confiscated cheryl's ball. then like we both kenna. wtf la. then i tell sayhindah then she say we deserve it and it's our fault. i mean like even though it's damn obvious that it's my fault and stuff, she shouldn't put me down like that right. like at least support me in some way. SOME WAY. any way also can. but like she didn't so i was pissed. yeah. but after that i didn't think about it so like. it was okay. and we kinda made up during cool down. like yeah. hugs and stuff. training was good today. cos we didn't do alot of tiring stuff except like the short balls which i almost died from. and nicole suddenly couldn't breathe and that was SCARY. seriously. then we did some batting. and it rained. and we did physical/gym. rolly polley, benches and some kind of sit ups. and lastly, my favourite, the side ways-ups. like building muscles on the sides. cool right :D ahha. the last few minutes of training was also fun. did the bounce thing and like we started playing after that and i got screamed at. :( just cos like jiao lian knows stuff. bleh. and since when does she even drive?! i was totally shocked. and yeah. wtv. kay. the end!

2010-01-16T19:54:00.003+08:00

gah. these few days are damn hectic and there is absoloutely no time to blog. blehs. anyways, today was cca promotion day. super awesome :D {cries} i was the screamer/promoter that walks around screaming "join softball!!!" cool uh. :) i think i'm going to lose my voice tmr. cos i screamed like the world was ending today :) awesomes. :D hahahha. and i screamed alot during previous trianings. gosh, headache nowww. blehs. and i think alot of people are going to join cos like we attracted many people and made them have fun. how weird. MADE them have FUN. like they're so not sporting. all refuse to even try. :( whatevers. still, i was hyper like shit and stuff so i like screamed and pulled people and sweet talk them :DD hahaha. today, nat ong got hit by the ball like twice. ouch. she cried. TWICE. like not her day la.. and my finger got steped on by rachel tang today, hahah. during leap frog. haha. we also made this really hilarious game by jumping over hola hoops. hahahha :) great fun. hope i get sexy voice tmr! :D kay bye.

2010-01-13T17:51:00.003+08:00

gah. these few days are just plain awesome/fun :D like everyday comprises of laughter, lame shit talk and also blabbering nonsense :) yay. we've finally decided what to do for cca promotion day. shhh. i ain't telling. hahaha. you'll all see then. if anyone actually reads this half dead blog that is. -.-" anyways, sabrina finally transferred to another class. so so glad :D since she doesn't like us so much, so be it then. {rolls my fabulous eyeballs.} today is like damn WEIRD. that's the only word i can think of to describe today. like firstly, i forgot to bring my name tag and like had tape plastered to my boob area with my name and class on it. plus, i got booked. -.- stupid. the prefect has cock eye. my skirt is like okay and she said it was VERY short. wtf. like her skirt very long like that. blah her. and second thing was that, i {very unexpectedly} got chosen as the vice-chairman of 2e1. WTF?! seriously. i only said that i was okay with being nominated and being an extra person for nominations. i wasn't even thinking about getting voted for and actually be the vice. and now like, i feel weird and totally lost. all i can help dini with is shouting for them to keep quiet. the end. not that much pressure actually right. but like it really feels weird to talk to the class as a WHOLE and like talk to them. it's damn weird. okay, moving on. after school went out with syahindah and they all to mp library to like meet/study with sharizal. and like his voice doesn't suit his physical appearance, gosh. sayhindah and sharizal went off soon after and we all left to go parkway to eat at macs. saw some people i kinda know. blah. couldn't even finish my mac spicy. so full D: then went off with aishah . we talked about stuffz and like yeah. on the bus, there was this really gross uncle sitting behind me and aishah that kept burping/snoring i dunno what! he was doing. it's damn loud and gross sounding and like i really couldn't help laughing out loud. ahha. so ended up me and aishah kept laughing ang laughing until we got headache. it's funny at first but then now it's gross. urgh. bused home then here i am now! :D blehs. tmr have training and the day after that too. and the day after THAT. how awesome. i need to exercise la. i feel so unfit already. blahhhhhh. okay, whatever. kaybye.

2010-01-11T20:15:00.003+08:00

gah. totally not happy now. stupid training days. i can't send mew off cos we have training that day. wtf la. OMH. MEW. going to new Zealand. :(( i'll miss her like siaos. D:<
"milkshake monday" hahah, muttons. whatevers. moving on, today totally slacked during music. cos mrs hoy went MIA so we like totally slacked in class. ma and dah ate cereal and played tick tac toe on her itouch. :D but then anisah made a compromise with us to either eat and keep itouch or nothing. what a good deal la. -.- recess was the BEST. hahahs. really really. me, dini, syahindah, rachel and mew were like playing and stuff. ahahahs. then we grouped into pairs and did a piggy back race :D dini always won. BLAH. we've got the video and pictures. :D on facebook, probably. gah.. gonna miss mew like madness. :( the history teacher is totally sucky la. like 5 min late only then want to scold us. bloody hell. last year me and dah were like 20mins late for science :D and we got off the hook. hahaha. PRO-NESS! then blahed through the rest of the lessons. finally, school ended! wakaka. then ate ate ate laugh laugh. nature and natalie came up with this plan to go to the BLG concert. ahhas. we go after training, without bathing and like we stink like hell and we all stand in this small circle and lift up our hands. the whole audience will just die man. ahahhas :D diffusion. and we'll get this awesome award from the government saying "awarded to ___ for implying science into everyday lives."and below that are these really HUGE golden words "GOLDEN AWARD" lols. spastic sia. lols. laughed like mad cow at this lame conversation. hahah :) then trained. woohoo. so many people came for try outs. :D like WOAH. i didn't get to help though. garh. trained normally and did some gym. this sec1 was freaking awesome. like really really awesome. ahhaha. gosh, maybe {JUST MAYBE} the sec1 will be better than us next year. NOOOO. this cannot happen and will never happen. bluehs. i lovedie the sec1 accepted softballers. cos they are almost-to-be softballers :D hahah. okay, lame. blah, these few days are fun ass. love these days. "
"do you smoke?" wtf what kind of question is that.

2010-01-09T19:16:00.003+08:00

hey ya'll. edith's back to rock this blog. urgh. nobody's tagging and i so i've decided to change my blogskin :) cos like i got tired of the other one. too pink. {shivers} now , it's so plain and white and amazingly awesome :D anyways, school's started and like. it's great so far :) cos for one, i got to sit beside dah during lessons and we can talk to our hearts content :) and cos obviously, we're seniors. {small distant cheering} blehs. gotta study like 24/7 though. -.- that's the only drawback. studying is so overrated but then i have to do it. well, who cares? anyways, like me and dah have been laughing and having minature debates over every single small and weird matter. like over tick tak toe and about science stuff or math. wow. that's like uber weird. hahas. and i've realised that i'm starting to talk damn loudly/shout/scream when i get excited over one conversation topic. is that bad or good? dunno. bleh, my mortal (s) are awesome cool-shits. one of them is super enthu and nice and the other knows how to fold a paper into the shape of a strawberry. hahaha! but i prefer the enthu one though :) i guess i have good taste in people :} gawd, now there's this stupid last minute dinner at tampines mall. -.- and i have to walk all the way there. blah-shits. btw, i just heart my mortals. :) they're so freaking awesome. just like me. :) kays, whatever.
if you don't shutup, i'll pull out your panties.

2010-01-05T18:24:00.002+08:00

RAWR!
today's class party was friggin awesome :D at first, it was kinda lame. but then after that we all played really awesome games and it was AWESOME. we ate and stuffz, then played double wacko. normal-ish. i guess. next we played shockwave murderer. it's actually fun cos the two murderers won and the detectives suck. :) savannah is mad to squeeze so many times. hahas. we played a few rounds of that. then we got bored. they wanted to play dare or double dare. but then everyone else was like "ergh...."so we all were like unhappy. then mrs hoy suggested we play the carrot game. it is super uber fun. :DD like the whole group of people have to tangle themselves up and the "farmers" have to pull all of them out. hahahs. SUPER VIOLENT=major rawr-age. we played two rounds of that. i got seriously injured and almost undressed. my butt was exposed and my shirt was like being pulled up. lols. ew. but super violent and super fun. ((: we played mrt game after that but it's the name version. some people really don't know that meaning of HIT. lols. they like tapping the person's thighs. where's the fun. -.- wah seh, my thighs were all red and stuff. hahah. i was like screaming all the names. cos it hurts. super fun. argh. normal lessons starts tmr. what a killjoy. bleh. and i need to get my new specs like now. but my mom has the receipt and she's at work=very very far away. damn.
"sabo angela.'ANGELAAAAAA..!' (screams)"

2010-01-04T20:35:00.002+08:00

as shown by this little cute guy, EFF YOU. i dunno who. but just eff off man. i am seriously damn depressed cos of jiao lian. fcuking trianing. spoils my day. -.- i got damn scolded damn painfully for my throwing and batting. like wtf. i am already trying to throw and bat properly. WHATTHEFUCK. all i really want to do now is to point the middle finger at her. telling her, "wtf. LIKE I WAS BORN BEING A NO GUTS SHIT AND LIKE I HAD A CHOICE OVER WHAT KIND OF MOTHER I HAVE. SO SHUT THE HELL UP AND STOP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE FUCK." i felt like shit after training. it really really felt damn. indescribable. all i wanted to do was to sleep and die. she made me sound like i was a loser that doesn't know how to do things properly. i keep back some of my strength is cos when i use too much strength sometimes, everything screws up. and then you'll freaking scold me again. go to hell. i never want to be scolded by you ever again. i never want to get punished again. no matter how hard i try, you'll still put me down.

today was really fun during school. like the juniors were like uhhh..hmmm.gerhh.. whatever. we finally got to sit in pairs :D yay. i'm sitting all the way in front though , with dah. bleh. gah. the class is still as funny as EVER. omg. i kinda love my class alot. hahas :) the only kill joy part of my day was during training. *points*

2010-01-02T17:49:00.002+08:00

i hate my face. like wtf.. what the hell is wrong with it. like it's freaking irritating the hell out of me. that's why i sorta hate a mirror sometimes. my mother was going berserk over my face. saying "why is there so many dots?!". wtf am i supposed to know? it's freaking cos prolonged exposure to the sun without sunblock smeared all over it and not drinking enough water. and also, i don't put moisturiser on it. i mean, it'll just make my skin oily. ewww. anyways, last night's celebration with my mom's side was horrendous. everyone was soooo formal. kinda. like all talking about what is my sister going to do while waiting for her results, talking about like, i dunno, freaking nerd stuff. -.- do you even dare to believe that my 17 year old cousin gels his hair and part it {luckily not center parted,phew} and tucks in his shirt and worst of all, he wears FREAKING CHECKERED BOX SHIRT. the government should ban kids who don't work yet from wearing things like that. come on, you're freaking 17 dude. don't act like you're what, 80? seriously. that was embarrassing. and like most of my other cousins are like freakishly nerdy and suck up and totally act cute. *vomits* major ew-age. like wth. get a life. urgh. i was being tortured there. except this guy cousin. he's really hot. omg. like wow. nat said that crushing on your cousin is gross and weird. but i don't think so. i mean yeah, if he's like old and nerdy. but my cousin is like super cute and hot. he freaking bowls. add on to the cute-o-meter :D hahahs. most guys from SJI are naturally hot and cute i guess. :) victorians are quite and exception. bleh. anyhows, i was freaking bored and tired.dunno why. then my aunty kept forcing me to play wii with them. i was sleeping. like i refused a million times and they call me and my sis anti-social. wtf. like i could give a damn about playing wii with kids. blargh. so like , in the end i just sat on the couch being the grumpy me. ha. nat was like babysitting her little cousins . ahahs. my mom is a total asshole sometimes. like just to show off her superiority to everyone, she scolded me super loudly "stop playing with your phone. do you see anyone here playing with their phone? i'll cancel your line if you exceed your sms."wtf. doesn't mean that my other loser cousins don't have lives and friends, doesn't mean i play with my phone. how do you even play with your phone in the first place?! and like hello, i have socialising to do. so stop threatening me pathetically with the " i'll cancel your line" crap. seriously. even if she does, i can just go shopping the whole day and she can't find out where i am. dumbass. hahah. okay, so bored. chinese tuition sucks. i was like sleeping throughout. blerh. gosh, school starts like one day later. gah. homework? die.

2010-01-01T17:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

whatever people. i know that's damn slow but i don't care. lols. training yesterday. uber tired out. sigh~ angelynn got alot of presents from the sec1 cos like dunno who else to give to so just give her. ahhaha. and me and cheryl dropped her eraser ball into the drain. :DDDD bleh. nothing much though. then sleepp. I ACTUALLY DID HOMEWORK YESTERDAY. hahha. but still have lots to go. :(( anyways, going out soon, to celebrate new years with my mother's side. bleh. boring. -.-

2009-12-29T20:02:00.002+08:00

lols, this picture is really spastic. look at the white dog's face. hahahha. gawd. hilarious. okay, anyways, today was kinda of a faggot day. cos the thing that i feared most came true. i got changed to outfield. damn. but i don't feel sad or anything. i'm totally numb. faggot. stupid la. even medha got praised AGAIN. wtf is wrong with the world. like. wtf she's damn faking everything and like so damn act. and people {jiao lian} ahem, BELIEVE her. i cannot believe this. what faggot shit is this. she''s a freaking old fag. medha i mean. i hate her. like she's damn act shit faggot asshole, and she gets to play infield. this is unfairness shit. wth. like i don't even give a damn that she's fat or whatever. but she cannot even throw properly. and jiao lian still say she's good. W.T.F this world is totally a faggot pile of faggot shit. argh. my middle finger hurts like siao. my thumb can't bend cos i taped it. hahas. :D i just realise that catching those fly balls is really fun. when i get it that is. lols. apparently, some faggot ass just keeps sticking to us. and like really pisses me off. like. GET A LIFE DUDE. stop ""socialising"" with people that don't even like you. faggot. yeah, nothing much really happened today. just that me and nat got kinda outed by jiao lian. -.- don't know what's her problem. like make us do toss batting with seniors while others field. blah. then keep making us shift the stupid fence. wtf. then called me and nat to go to her. then ask us to do tube batting {inverted commas} then stupid faggot girl came and spoiled our routine. it's like me and nat did twice as fast before she came and we did like so many sets. faggot girl spoils everything. then like i got called in to do batting. nat awhile later. but we didn't even get to bat. wtf. in the end was asked to go do some outfielding. i was like "what? outfield?" then like whatever la just go catch. i missed like all the balls except one that i awesomely caught :D then went in cos mdm khoo go ring this stpid irritating siren that sounded like an ambulance and asked us {all softballers} to go indoors. wtf. IT WASN'T EVEN RAINING. then went in to do some indoor ball shit. faggot. then i keep missing then keep getting ticked off by jiao lian. then like we did some stupid practice. bleh. this is why today was so FAGGOT. faggot girl even followed us all the way to caltex to like i dunno what. but we stayed inside until she left. ha. faggot!
faggot is such a nice word.

2009-12-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

oh gawd, my hand hurts. dunno why. :(( today's training was okay :D although i got another blister on my thumb. gah. we did throwing today. lols. then jiao lian asked me and some others to practise throwing to the net. lols. then first few balls i no energy. kenna punished to sprint one round. gah. after that i threw like really really hard with my hand. and it was accurate :D yay! after awhile like i don't even know what i did wrong and i kenna punished. again. blah. after that most of the throws were good :DD then did batting. did some toss ups and we learnt how to toss like "pitching toss like thingy". bleh . i don't know what i saying. hahas. anyways, yeah, my tossing is like weird and stuff. and i batted balls tossed by nic :D gah. i feel really self-achieved today. (: cos i batted a few outfield balls. ohyeah! :DDDD super happy. and i didn't get scolded for batting. (: then we did some physical like the knee thing. kinda fun when you get used to the bouncing :) after training, went to caltex to chill and relax. talked alot of rubbish about singapore idol and American idol and adam lambert. hahahs. sent rach off to the bus stop and continued talking after that. bused home with nat and shin yi. ahahhas. there was this moment at caltex when like i accidentally poked my wound and i screamed and the car honked at the same time. lols. so coincidental. (: then natalie was like shocked. o,o then cheryl was like super blur. didn't know what happening cos everyone talking at the same time. then i was like "i screamed and the car honked and she's going off."lols. natalie was like laughing like mad at that. lols? hahahs. lots of retarded and funny things happened today :D like for instance, me and nat used coffee stirrers to chop the burger into half and mine broke into half and got lost inside the burger. hahaha. it was gruesome o.o hahah. but super funny. hahahhahahahah. i even took a picture of the stick sticking out of the burger but i lazy post. bleh.

2009-12-27T20:01:00.003+08:00

woah, today was like nothing. total slackish. hahas. :) yesterday i was like really really emotional and stuff. thanks to angela, she cheered my up lots :D she's a really good counselor. wow. never thought i'll say that but it's true :D thanks man. {happy sigh} now, i've got something to aim for during training-must be happy. hahaha. can't stress. if not i'll just screw up :D okay, so from now onwards, i'll be super cheerful. seriously. no more overly seriousness and weirding out when i'm stressed out. bleh. hahahs. no more emotional shit unless, really needed. okay, so yeah. i'm probably not going to get my iphone {damnit} but i'm going to ask again. idc, but that phone will be mine, period. anyways, tmr have training so i'm going to like. not stress out by eating ice cream :D peace out!

2009-12-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

found these 2 really funny pictures on photobucket. ahhs. christmas kinda sucks. cos i got this really retarded facial sauna from someone in the gift exchange -.-

2009-12-26T16:21:00.001+08:00

if you all ever want to live a happy life without worries, stop making my life feel like shit. and stop being such assholes. or i'll flash the finger. now get lost.

2009-12-26T15:33:00.002+08:00

this post is dedicated to outfielders and syahindah.
okay, i know that i've not really thought about how you all feel and just go off saying stuff like that in my previous previous post. i'm sorry for that. cos i know how all of you do your best and really train hard.
this part is really for syahindah and rachel.
okay, i know you both think that i'm a total asshole to not think about your feelings and just say stuff like that. but, just do me a favour, and put yourselves in my shoes for a moment. think about it. you've heard my really pathetic story about my primary school life. and how i want to change and be different so badly in secondary school that i totally just change who i am. i'm not who i really am. i've been faking so much that, i don't actually know who i really am anymore. but softball is one part of me that i've never uncovered before. ever since i joined softball in the beginning of sec1, i've slowly came to realise how much i liked it. how much this sport means to me. and how much i will sacrifice for it. that's why ever since we all started training, i've been really putting in my best. trying my best. really training hard. because i wanted to show everyone else that i am capable of doing something special and am able to do something. something at all. i never did accomplish anything great or even good in my life. i want to do something for myself this once. i've been training so hard for the past few months just to get into infield, just to prove that i can be good at something. i really want this. that's why i aimed to get a chance to play in the nationals this year. i've tired playing outfield in this year's c div nationals. after i accomplished that, i aimed some more. i aimed to get into the infield for the school team. i worked twice as hard as anybody. you all didn't know cos i don't actually show or tell people how hard i work. i practise everyday at home. for hours. i trained till my hand now has a permanent injury. you all don't know how much effort i've put in. i get stress from my family and stress from training. i get stress from everywhere. i've put in so much effort to just get into infield. and now i've made it. staying in infield is way harder than getting into infield. all i want now is to be able to prove myself and get to play as third base for nationals. that's all i'm asking for. it's all so close yet it's so fragile. so easily taken away from me. it's already on the verge of escaping from my grasp. can you just understand or try understanding how i feel now? the anguish? {big words, i know} can you just feel how damn sad i am? training so hard just to do something for myself then losing it all just so easily. day by day, i get more crushed by the feeling. hearing you all telling me, that i can do it, doesn't seem to help. and getting more and more pressure from my family is worse. that's why i cannot afford to lose my chances given to me and just give up now. this is my dream, you can't take it away from me. even though how you feel about what i say about outfield. it's not a bad thing. but this is my DREAM. don't you get it? a dream. a dream that has to be fulfilled by my sheer hardwork and effort. with some kind of luck and miracle. this is my dream.

2009-12-24T16:02:00.005+08:00

MERRY ADVANCED CHRISTMAS!
YEAR 2009.
"thanks all those people who made a difference in my life this year"

today's training was kinda slack. since we only had like 2 hours of training and the other 2 hours was mental talk, jiao lian made us do weights throughout. omg. she's mad, made us do like 7.5kg on each side and 5kg for some too. i think she thinks i'm too weak or something cos she made me do extra. others do only 8 times, i do 10. wth. those weights were really really HEAVY. god.. after weights had the mental talk. was boring as usual but then jacq made this video of the c'div, over a period of our short 6 sessions together. hahahs. there was this part where we tried out our cheer for the first time, really really sucky. we kept redoing and redoing like 7 times till we got our final cheer. the awesome bumble bees. :D you may think that that's a dumb name but there's alot of meaning to it. so don't laugh at our team name or i'll chop your ass off. promise i will {can't swear}. i laughed at most of the spastic photos of everyone. lols. uber funny. shin yi gave out brownies at the end. omg, they taste damn awesome. but it's like a half between cake and brownie. if it were more fudgy and with vanilla ice cream, gawd, that would be heaven! anyways, on the way to the store room, jiao lian shouted for me like mad. had to walk across this really wet, gross and muddy mini field to her. and i tried not to get any mud or water in my shoes. {syahindah's} then she shouted at me to run. wtf. in the end my shoes are all wet and gross. she called me just to ask, who's getting the keys. wtf. i was pissed man. while we waited for rachel and natalie to come with the keys, we saw this sec1 girl and like she walked past us and i was like "join softball hor". lols. then everyone was like "wth!". i promoting softball neh. hmph. :( then went to caltex and ate and talked and stuff with cheryl, nat and shin yi. talked for like super long, didn't even realise that. gosh. then bused back with nat and shin yi. talked so much that now i'm so tired. :( just had lunch, so tired. want to sleep. urgh.
omg, we're seniors!

2009-12-23T11:12:00.002+08:00

ohmygah. 2 freaking days of horrendous training. bloody hell. i just want to kill/die/slap/puke on/fart at/shit on someone right now. i'm so damn bloody.. i don't know what. seriously. i just feel damn fcuked right now.. erghhhhshshshhaa. fcuk. { "fcuk"is not a swear word. fuck is not even spelt like that. boob.} anyways, yeah, training officially sucks BIG time. i hate training. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. stupid cz keeps freaking scolding me for everything. like my throwing right, i know i'm freaking shit at long dist throwing, but then at least now during practices, the bloody ball reaches! and she still keep scolding me for my movements. fcuk. all i want is the fcuking ball to reach. i couldn't care less about the stupid movements. not until later. then she got damn pissed at me and my horrendous throws, and punished me by making me throw 100 fcuking balls with all my might across the field. #$%#^#^#@#. worst thing is, those balls don't even reach the end of the field. just 3/4 then rolls all the way there. hoe fcuking pathetic. i am so damn pissed now. i mean i know that i can throw well and stuff. know i can do it but then i just don't know why the energy just doesn't come to me when throwing and ends up like shit. ERGH! what the hell is wrong with me. i seriously just don't know. i want to die sometimes. cos i feel like a fcukload of shit. cz is right, everyone in the team had improved alot and i'm the only asshole getting worse every training. even medha is better at throwing than me. and she's my fcuking competitor for third base. do you all know how much hardwork i put in in the beginning of the year cos i really wanted to get into the school's team and get into infield? do you? i trained my best every training and gave my all. for the first half of the year. i really did. and now, i'm risking my place in infield to some one who probably doesn't even come for 3/4 of training and is always late with stupid excuses. someone who probably doesn't even care about softball as much as i do and doesn't give her best at all. you should know who. i'm fcukin surprised at myself. why have i become such a useless bum?! i wasted my first half of the year's efforts , working so hard. and now it's the critical time for me to prove that i really can be infield. and i'm risking all my efforts, time during training and energy. and to those really nice people/friends that tell me "it's okay, just do my best, don't worry she can't replace you in third base", well it's not okay. i don't know what's wrong with me. saying it is a million times easier than doing it . it really is. you all don't know how difficult it is for me to my very best if i don't even trust myself to do it. i always get scolded picked on and punished by cz. it really demoralises me. i can't find a way to be confident. how to when i'm always the one picked on, screamed at and also, singled out every training? even medha is getting praises. i cannot believe this. i'm already trying my best. but maybe not enough i guess. i've put in so much effort this year. i can't believe that i'm betraying myself like this. it's just so not fair. maybe it's just me after all, maybe, i'm not fit to be put infield. but i will not give up until i am given my place/ position in the team. {meaning infield} even if i really am kicked to outfield, i will do my best and get back into infield. no matter what it takes. i will do it. i am going to show everybody that i can be a good softballer and nothing is impossible for me. i've come this far, why give it all up now?

2009-12-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

okay, so today's training was like the worst training ever. although i did not cry. {omg, i can't freaking type properly cos of the new computer -.-} erghh. having headache now, that really sucks and like i almost fainted during training. alot of people said that my face was damn pale and lips especially. god, that was scary. then i was suddenly overwhelmed by the stupid light thingy and i couldn't see. -.- how lame is that. anyways, then i kenna scolded from jiao lian like for throwing, for batting. practically everything. wtf. used to it already, since it happens all the time. she damn mean la, know that i not feeling well still make me do punishment. stupid . after training, went to caltex and bought stuff to drink. there was this really disgusting thing in my fuji apple drink. i was still drinking unconsciously. god. gross. then took 31 back with nat and shin yi. rant alot and talk. i still vaguely remember rachel, nat, shin yi, cheryl and me decided to set up this all rounded beauty parlour. like it has everything, from facials to plastic surgery. and they made up this really cool profession for me . :) they made me the hair stylist. the new generation stylist, that shaves people's heads bald and help them put nice smelling lotion on their bald heads to make them shine and smell nice.what an awesome job.

2009-12-21T11:51:00.002+08:00

i just realised that my blog is so boring cos there's no photos. ahhahs. too bad man. i rarely take pics and even if i do, it'll be on fb. :) omg, training starts in like 2 hours and i'm at home, blogging. -.- argh. supposed to go for lunch with peeps today, but my mother don't allow. wtf. get a life la. always butting into mine -.-" arghhhh. most of us {peeps} are planning to skip training on thurs cos we have celebrations on and stuff. but coincidentally, jacq's talk is on that day too :D {this is not a conspiracy} trust me, it's not. anyways, three consecutive trainings for me too :( cos gotta make up on wednesday. i hope today's training will be good. meaning no scoldings no screaming no stressing out and most importantly, NO CRYING. i don't even know why i cry so much. ~.~ okay, gonna actually wash up for real this time and get dressed. god.

2009-12-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

so damn tired. went out today with cheryl and nat to marina square to watch avatar. it's a good show, the effects are good. it's kind of disgusting in some way though. ergh. we reached there around like 11 plus, bought the tickets then walked around. i saw this jansport bag that was damn GORGEOUS but i didn't have enough money to buy. damnit. sigh, so i never buy. then we went to more sport shops to look at visors for nat and cheryl. went to eat at subway, then movie. the movie was so freaking long. 3 hours. omg. my legs were numb after that. then auntie picked me up after movie, sent grandparents home. then went to tampines mall to get my auntie's and grandmother's hair cut. my auntie is almost bald now. o.o then ate at T1, then back home. so damn tired now, my hands hurt from even typing. -.-" maybe doing some homework later, i don't know.. i've got alot of things to do.. :( tomorrow is the last day of freedom and then it's back to training. D; that sucks. aww well, whatevers. kay bye.

2009-12-19T01:10:00.003+08:00

woo~ today is so totally crazy. (: first thing is, today i had so x1000000000 much fun doing the tie and dye together with nat, cheryl, rachel, shin yi and NICOLE. hahahs. (: uber loads of fun. we met and stuff, went to get bubble tea cos we were like SOO thirsty.there was this once when almost the whole team went to the "new" bbt shop to buy our drinks, i didn't pay for my drink cos like i forgot and the auntie was so blur as to not even notice. and i got a FREE DRINK! :D how awesome was that. today, i tried doing that again but then i failed cos the stupid auntie counted how many drinks. me and nat like slipped away secretly and quietly hoping that the auntie wouldn't notice. (: in the end, nicole paid for both of us. :( awww, damnit! then we cabbed to joo chiat complex to buy fabric for the tie and dye. we kept waving the stupid taxis but then they don't want to take us. when we finally got a taxi, we were like shouting "wooo!~" super loudly. then driver even asked "why you all so happy?" lols. the auntie at the shop kept talking us in english and stuff and we finally found out that, ... she thought some of us were malay. -.- she thought like some were chinese and were malay, i just love my skin colour :)) hahas. then we went to the coffee shop nearby to have lunch while me and shinyi discussed about our problem with swimming. D: then cabbed back to school and did our tie and dye. the first one was a total disaster. the second one was better but still unacceptable. so i don't know what we're going to do for our art . -.- let nature take its course :D then we played some bases, outfield too. ahhahs. it was so fun, then they tried out pitching. :D my throwing still sucks. whatever. then we rest and went to video world to get some drinks and stuff. i had to go off already cos my auntie and sis picked me up from school and we went to parkway. (: did some shopping and stuffz. then they drove me back to go for tuition. which was UBER boring D: after tuition, me, my sis, auntie and dad went to orchard road to see the christmas lights. it's lame yet fun :) then we went to eat tau huay at some where. the whole place was so damn crowded that we had to eat in the car. then we decided to go to ECP, but then it rained like crap suddenly. damn, so we just went home. :(( i'm so freaking excited now cos tomorrow i'm going out with nat they all to shop, eat and catch a movie :DD ahhahs. can't wait! i hope i don't oversleep tomorrow. :)
{red jazz hands :)) }

2009-12-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

this post is specially added on to dedicate to my awesome friends. :D

1. SYAHINDAH BINTE SUHAIMI- she is like thee most retarded and random person i have ever met. also the craziest thing on earth! cos of that, i love her to bits! <3

2. MUHAMMUD DINI HAZIQAH S.- :))))))) i forgot how to spell the last part of her name :) she's like uber smart and funny. i can always talk to her about ANYTHING. she's just awesome.
i <3 her!!

3. CHERYL GOH-the weirdest smarty pants ever. emotionally weird and loves to make fun of people {in a nice way}. a good friend that i can always rely on :)) i uber love her <3

4. NATALIE JAYNE TAN-also a member of a two-person thing called the "tinnies". is a uber fast runner, loves to talk alot. my close close friend :) <3 that girl! she's still texting me at this time of the night ;D

5. NICOLE CHAN- she's uber weird and her brain is totally screwed. one minute she's normal, next, she's sugar high-ing :) my good friend who entertained me when i was having a headache during camp by going "yoga" :) <3 this crazy girl.

6. RACHEL SIM- she's the one that i talk about guys to and other gossipy stuff. i can share my girly side with her. she's really random and funny. :D the one that i'll go to when i'm in need of a girl time . <3 her!

7. SAVANNAH SIEW-even though she's not a softballer, she's a good friend and is totally friendly and funny. she's good with people and crowds :D <3 her still. she reminds me of me, the lame side that is :)

8. HAKIM- i dunno why i wrote his name down but i think that he's quite a good person and is the one who always livens up my facebook page by commenting on almost everything and spamming. :)

9. AISHAH!- she's the totally random and funny and weird combo girl. i love her so much! she's so much like me. always having fun, talking crap, laughing :) best girl i've ever known.

ps. the number sequence is totally not in order, there is no order. i just like to add in numbers in front :D have fun reading this !

2009-12-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

i have not posted for 2 days. TWO DAYS. i cannot believe it. maybe it's one. but whatever, i can't remember :) anyways, so yeah, i've been quite busy these few days. i'll be even busier the next few weeks. urgh. i have piles and piles of homework to complete and have trainings to go for. there is no possible way that i have time to chill with my friends. let alone chill just like that. :(( but i'll try my best to hang out more. i feel like a totally no life person cos like i don't really go out much besides training and hanging out with softballers. not that it's not good, but like i don't have much of a social life. o.o i mean, i should have at least some other people from other classes or from class OR from other schools to hang out with right? well, no. no, i don't have. that s-u-c-k-s. but i can't blame myself cos i chose to take softball as my cca and that requires alot of time and energy. so i basically don't have energy for anything else already. {indifferent face} having such close and awesome friends from softball is already good enough for me. and with some other good friends from school and class and outside school yadayada..etc you know what i mean. life is okay for now. all i want is more time to relax, school's just mad to give us a CA in the first week of school. luckily it's only math and not other subjects as well. or i'll sue tkgs. sigh, i guess most students from more highly regarded schools are undergoing the same amount of pressure as me or more. oh wells, singapore is mad anyways. education is important, yes, but not to the extent that some students go mad from the stress. come on, we're KIDS. we're supposed to have fun. for example, this holiday is by far the least relaxing. i don't even get to rest {only 2 weeks}. it's like training everyday. oh gosh. how damn frustrating. that one has to study for a test during holiday. this is so unfair. i so wanna protest against this unfairness. next year is so important to me and other people too, it's streaming year. ERGH. have to study uber hard so that i can get into triple science class. {dead face} gotta start preparing now and START STUDYING. god, i have not been studying, at all. tomorrow going back to school to do tie-and-dye art homework with nat, cheryl and nic. it's so troublesome, but fun :) and have to chiong homework, last minute shit again. -.- and also train the last 2 weeks of holiday. i think i'll get sunburn during christmas. oh well.
ps. i watched "princess and the frog" today. i was freaking embarrassed to find out when the show ended that, the whole cinema was filled with small children. i was DAMN EMBARRASSED. ohgawd.
pss. i am so close yet so far from my new iphone. come iphone, come to me~COME LA!.

2009-12-15T20:12:00.002+08:00

oh gosh, i can't believe that i was away from the Internet world for so long. D; i miss it soo much! muacks my darling blog!! anyways, HK was boring. not that fun at all, or even fun at all. -,- the first day was the worst cos the stupid agency screwed up and didn't book our hotel rooms. we had to wait damn long until my mom got seriously pissed and scolded the hotel manager. real bad. hahas. and we got 2 deluxe suites to stay for the night :D hahahs. ohyeah! second day was to macau. IT WAS A TOTALLY WASTE OF MY TIME. the ferry ride was damn long, like one hour plus. and like there is nothing at macau. i couldn't even get into the casinos. :( third day was shopping. bought some stuffs but not alot, that sucks cos it's only 4 days. and we didn't do much shopping D: fourth day was just going back to singapore. during the holiday, i've been sleeping alot. cos there is nothing much to do and i was tired. i sleep at around 12+ and later and wake up at 7.30 every morning. it's super tiring. hahahs. so i spent almost the whole of today sleeping :D hahahashs. i still don't feel energised. bummerz. oh gawd, my sister's gay friend and another friend is coming to our house tomorrow to learn to play the PIANO. wth. with me there sleeping super unglam-ly on the bed. whoopies! how awesome is that? hahahs. i'm in for a super happy day tomorrow. i reallyreallyreallyreallyreally hope that i can get it tomorrow :DDDDDDD wish me luck!
"drink driving. don't try!"
such a cute quote for a supposedly threatening advice from the government.

2009-12-10T20:21:00.004+08:00

i'm back for my second post baby. :D just now i watched this show on HBO, it's called wildcats. no, it's not high school musical's basketball team wildcats. it's this show about a rugby {in american terms, football, i don't know why too. } team that sucked at first but then it became awesome cos they had a new coach. the coach's name was molly, lols. and they showed the exercises that they do for their training. it really reminds me of softball cos we also do the legs thing and alot of sissy yet cool exercises. the good thing about their training was that they have music blasting in the background while we get the blazing hot sun for company. :(( bummerz. and also, these words and phrases have been constantly repeated in the show:
"suck this you pussy"
"blahblahblah.. YOUR MOTHER'S A WHORE"
"blahblahblahblah...and have found two students having intercourse on your sofa."
hahaha. super dirty show but it's nice. awesome game :D
woah, i found lots of photos from the camp. and i was not seen in many :D lols. okay, and i found out SOMETHING. zomg, i never knew that zaza was malay. i always thought that she was chinese. o.o double bummerz. hahas. well, not many people will know that since not many people {or nobody} reads my blog. -.- wooo~ now my nails are silver. how cool is that?! and to rachel, no offence about the nail polish. it's really really nice but then i had to take it off cos of my mom. :(( sorrey. hooray! the pictures are up on fb! :D . kay, love you all, take care aites? i shall be gone by tomorrow morning. byebye

2009-12-10T14:58:00.003+08:00

BLING BLING.
i'm so into lady gaga now :D hahahs. influence from rachel . her songs are just dang awesome. "we're beautiful and dirty rich." argh. today is such a letdown-er, there's nothing to do. tomorrow i'll be off to hong kong. awww. i want to cry already. cos i'll miss singapore like mad. the weather especially. tsk tsk tsk. but the weather in hong kong will be so awesome :p i'll camwhore like siao. but then the camera is always with my dad. tupid. -.-" ahh whatevers, i'll enjoy the weather and nothing-to-do-ness. we're going macau. i can't even enter the casinos. what the hell can. i want to go!!! unfair shit-ness. "the girl is a hot as the shoes she choose". i don't really know what lady gaga is even singing in the song fashion. o.o awkward. i'm so changing my playlist already. but then the stupid computer is like DUMB. cos i can't add the songs to my playlist. stupid thing. i want my new laptop !!!! and iphone. i already told my dad that i want an iphone cos it's so freaking cool. and he was like "oh, change your mind already?" cos last time i was totally AGAINST iphone. but now i like it. cannot is it. wa lao just get me my iphone! RAWRRRRR. here are some lame new words i made up:
rawl-a half rawr and half lawl
tootinglicious- something about toot and it being delicious :D
hahahs. i think my nails are the bomb. glitter and blue. super nice. i'm going to repaint them when i get to hong kong. yellow and orange. :D hahas. can't waste my nail polish what. and i don't even care if my mother scolds me "VAIN POT". cos that's part of growing up you bodoh. should i bring my phone to hk? i'm really deciding between "HELL YEAH" and " you'll just end up smsing and wasting money dude". i'll see first. ahahs. cos in a foreign country without a phone is totally crap-shit. and i love my new blog skin. i dunno why but i have this tendency to keep changing my blogskin and typing super long posts :) ah, can't help it. i'm indecisive. BITE ME FOR THAT. bleuh.

2009-12-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

okay, today was like damn fun :)) i went to rachel's house to do some throwing. i bluffed my parents that i was going there to do cmps. that's so damn crappy. hahahs. anyways, yeah we walked all the way to like the end of the huge canal {spell} at eastwood there :D so far.. we threw, ball fell into mini half-filled-with-disgusting-water drain. me and rachel were like screaming cos once we got the ball out, we were stuck and then the damn ball kept rolling back into the drain. PLOP! it splashed gross drain water at me and her. mostly me though cos i was nearer to it. and we screamed and laughed. ahahs. it was dang hilarious. :D then we threw a little more and gave up, so we sat on the swing instead :) and swang swang swang. super fun.. and we talked alot. and laughed. then decided to go back cos rachel felt like going home. lols. we had tea when we got back. rose tea and sesame biscuits. SUPER nice :D the tea was kinda sour though. ergh. then we retreated back into rachel's room. we decided to paint our finger nails the same. :D and it was like alternated blue and glitter. super nice. then we put on eyeliner. LOL. i was bored. decided to do this really spastic video of us doing this music mv for lady gaga's song. i forgot the title. hahahs. never heard of it before though. and like we laughed like crap. it was really really hilarious. then CAMWHORED. hahas. we took alot of photos man. hope rachel uploads them on fb! can't wait :D and the videos too. ahahhs. coooolll. :))) yeah then i waited for my dad to come, he was sooo late. so ate some food with rachel and her family. o.o really really awkward. lols. rachel's dad says that rachel is the ball during a softball game, cos everyone wants to wack her. LOL. ;D then we watched home alone. rachel's dad is really funny.
dad- "what kind of mother is that?!"
mother on tv-" what kind of mother am i?"
LOL. almost exact. the stupid mother in home alone actually forgot about her son, and jsut left for paris with the rest of the family. HOW STUPID IS THAT. cant balme her actually, she has 15 kids. OMG. such a good mother. then my dad finally came. and i went home! :d hahahs. had dinner at my own home again. ahahs. later going to fetch my sis from her prom. cooll man.. it's near orchard rd there. :D kay ciao !

how is it possible?

2009-12-08T13:50:00.002+08:00

for once, i'm going to say this out loud. with no censored parts. i'm saying it ALL OUT. I don't care already. joel, YOU GO AND DIE. actually, it's not his fault anyways. partly mine. i have no damn idea what is wrong with me. i mean like i was the one who broke up with him. and now i'm the asshole that can't get over him . WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. what the hell is.wrong.with.me. ERGH. bloody hell. what, i still have feelings for him?! WHAT BULLSHIT. i don't know already. all i know is that i'm damn sad/angry now. for goodness sake edith! it's already over the between you 2. it's been like a whole year already. GET OVER IT. STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. that's it. i'm going to stay single forever. i don't care what has happened. I'M NOT GETTING INTO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP EVER AGAIN. I SWEAR. even he got a new girlfriend. gosh, edith, you're lacking behind. whatever.

VIDEO.

2009-12-08T12:42:00.002+08:00

gosh, you know what? i found this website called redsports {i think you all know about it}. and i searched for TKGS softball. hahas. i found some reports on quite recent games and also on the championships for the year 2007. and i saw the video on parts of the game. it was kelly's and zaza's batch. it is so freaking cool to watch our seniors play against orchid park sec for the championships. here's the link if any interested people want to watch :))) http://redsports.sg/redsportstv/ scroll down to episode 7, 18 april. that's the video on the game between tkg and ops. (: it is awesome. btw, there are lots of super spastic snapshots of softballers {from every school playing} too. check it out. ahhahas. SUPER SPASTIC. their faces are like @$@#$%#@%$#%. yeah, not the bad word but the totally indescribable ones. :D hahaha. damn, i lost hakim's blog add. and john's . damnit. everytime i wanna ask hakim for his, he's always busy. -.- so if any one of you is reading this post now, please please please please {!!} tag me your and whoever else's link. thanks a zill.

sad tragedy.

2009-12-07T21:12:00.002+08:00

ohkay, so yeah just to let you all know {even if you don't care} ,my phone bill exploded. AGAIN. i'm such a no brainer. like seriously. i think i'm going to be dying from boredom already. cos today my bill came and likei got one helluva scolding from my dad. come on, it's a 200 over dollar bill. who wouldn't snap?! even i will. so like yeah, my parents are probably going to cancel my whole phone line and leave me totally uncontactable without a phone. so i'll be a good girl from now on and NOT waste my text messages and waste money by using my phone to surf the net. i shall not waste money and jeopardise my contactivity with the outside world. i want to kill myself already. my blog's soooo dead, do i really have to actually go to other people's blogs to tag them befrore they tag me? ergh. this is so very troublesome. -.- boy oh boy. what am i to do now. my brain's rotting from watching television the whole day. oh yeah, and i watched this really spastic "music video" on nickelodeon today where they "INDIANISE" the whole spongebob squarepants song. ohmygod. HOLY SHITS MY SISTER CUT BANGS. SHE LOOKS SO DAMN CHEENA.WTF! k bye

CAMP.

2009-12-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

i'm finally back from camp! Omg it sucked. The part where we all had to sleep on freaking uncomfortable beds {the floor with super thin mat} and also with super limited water for bathing. It was damn sickening. First day, nothing much happened we were all so excited that we didn't sleep till like 2 plus. Next day, i was damn exhausted. We trained as usual but like from morning to night. It was tiring. we had this team talk where almost everyone shared stories and cried. It was so very emotional :( :) second day was super tiring did both physical and gym. Was totally exhausted crashed straight away, had a little bad headache too. Blame diving, my boobs hurt. D: and the last day of training was the slackest :) we did a little game with seniors and lots of sliding. I was a total embarrassment. I slid twice during the game and both times ended up like just before the base but not touching it. :( then we practised alot of sliding. It was super fun :D have lots of abrasion on my thigh. Ouch. Coach treat us all to pizza for lunch. Yummies :) today, went out shopping with sis. Totally exhausted. Kay, that's all. Please leave a tag. Bye :)
{via phone cos my computer crashed-for good} :(

2009-11-29T15:50:00.002+08:00

hey y'all. omg, i keep having freaking damn shit-ass painful stomach aches. damnit.
anyways, yeah, i'll be gone for camp from tues onwards. i'm probably going to die there. probably. and like my parents are freaking evil. they just booked a flight to hong kong from 11dec to 15 dec WITHOUT EVEN ASKING ME. i cannot believe this sia. how can they do this to me.
i have a say to where and when we're going okay. wtf. nonsense sia. and like i've already decided to do the tie and dye thing with nat. NOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IT?! they damn bastard sia. now i cannot even like object to it. FUCK. anyways, so yeah don't text me during that period of time, not inclusive of the camp, camp you can text me :D hahas. it's going to suck like hell. holiday in hong kong is damn BORING. there's nothing there to buy. so i'll just camwhore like some idiot :D with a sister that has to re-take the damn photo a zillion times so that she'll look NICE. wtf. i can tell already that it's going to SUCK. {suck on some balls you idiot} argh. i give up. just don't miss me at all. cos most probably, i'll be trying my best to text some friends :D ahahs. this makes no sense. ah whatever. just tag me loads kay?? when i'm gone. i'm relying on y'all to help me keep my blog alive. i'll miss it. D;<
{*sobs*}
ps. in those empty spaces, there are words. (:

2009-11-28T16:59:00.002+08:00

gosh. i'm freaking tired now. i was dying from hunger on the way home. my stomach was seriously growling then it just became freaking pain. i was like trying my best to endure the pain all the way home. and i almost died when i did reach home. PAIN LIKE MAD. then i ate 2 pieces of roti prata ahhaas. (: okay,today's training was kinda screw-ish. cos like firstly, we were stranded outside the school because we didn't know that the school is not opened today. and so we ,under coach's instructions, took a bus from school to parkway and then walked all the way to vj. that's like, 5 BUS STOPS AWAY. my legs felt kinda weird when we reached. and then we had normal physical and warm up and did some ball drills. and like just cos we didn't count [loudly] we did count okay, we were punished to go to a far side of the field and start shout-counting. omg. i was like screaming like some ass and like my throat hurts [a little] coach is WEIRD. omg. like really really weird. and this is another one of my longlong posts :D then we did more ball drills and also some batting and base running. then we played a mini game! (: i played third base. yay! and like when i was batting, coach was pitching and like wow. so i batted her ball like ""quite far"". i think it was a super high pop ball that "flew" far out. idk. then like i ran home :D my first home run! hahahha. super happy with myself. like i feel so self-achieved :) but the second time i went up to bat, i got strike out. how anti-climatic. and like we all did 10 times of duck-walking up steps. and like i only did 7 cos it started pouring then. hahas. overall, it was quite okay. can't wait for camp next week! hope it's fun :)) hahahs. people, you're gonna miss out on lots of my life :D I'LL BE GONE. kay, see you then. bye!

2009-11-25T14:28:00.002+08:00

this is like my second post of the day. i'm bored. so deal with it. :) okay, so i got this really bad flu and i'm dying right now. -.- ummirah is seriously stalking me. ohmygawd. nobody's online. how boring D: . i'm planning to cancel my tuition later already. say i have bad flu. {it's true!} and like die later. i'm involuntarily having a sneezing rampage. AHAHAHAH. i bet the outfield is having training now. KWAK KWAK KWAK. they slacked ytd while we died on the field. and now it's infield's turn :D blehs// argh. no mood to eat already. sick like don't know what. trianing is seriously taking up alot of my time which = can't go out besides training. how pathetic is that. but most of my good buddehs are from softball anyways. :D hahaha.
to nicole: we were freaking awesome yesterday. didn't die :D
to myself: shutthehellup.
i'm freaking dillusional. i told ummirah on msn that i'm not insane from the flu. it's the rabbies. cos she called me a bitch. and a bitch is a female dog. hahhaha. it makes sense. when i die, please bring candy to visit me, not flowers. i hate flowers. thanks a mill.
:)) my only wish when i die from rabbies.
barkbarkbarkwoofwoofwoofgrrrgrrrgrrrargggghhhh.
{slobbers}

2009-11-25T12:02:00.002+08:00

okay, so yesterday it was a close shave. cos jiao lian wasn't at training. thank god. if she was there, i would've been scolded like some pile of shit.. -.-"" yesterday was kinda okay. but then i got punished cos i took damn long to realise what the hell coach was telling me=shouting= oioioi. wtf. i totally forgot and got damn blur.then kenna sent away to the end of the field to shout a mill times "oioioi". my throat hurt like hell. i was screaming my arse out. and some people from tk sec kept annoying me by copying me and shouting also.
-.- wtf. i just ignored them. like they were air. luckily i didn't talk much after training at home ytd. if not, i would have said byebye to my voice. hhahas. and i'm sick. damnit. flu, when will it ever go away?!?!?!?!? i feel like dying now. you know, FLU. oh yeah and coach grabbed my shorts,underwear and shirt ytd to show me the hips. like wth, i had to adjust my pants after that. :D kinda weird. we practised alot of third base-ing ytd. hahahha. it was okay. but my CG was too high and stuff. still gotta work on my throwing. -.- and there's training tomorrow. oh gosh. OHMYGAWD! I HAVE TUITION LATER AND I STILL HAVEN'T DONE MY HOMEWORK! DIE.
{howl~}

2009-11-24T00:23:00.002+08:00

In order to lower my stress level, i indulged in oreo cheesecake after dinner. I feel guilty. Why did i risk my already-not-so fit body and put myself in danger? I don't know why. As i ate, i thought of medha. omg. i don't know why. ahh, well. tomorrow having lunch with people, lazy type their names, i hope i have a good talk with them then. hahahs. hope i get all that unneccessary stress out of me and put in some confidence :) thanks shin yi for that hug all of a sudden. cos i think i really needed it then. it comforted me :D and klarissa for always being there on msn where i rant about this and that and you give me advice. THANKS A MILL. ah, okay, i finally changed my blogskin. AGAIN. andi'm going to sleep now. i'm giving up supper.

{super man in pink undies}

2009-11-23T20:56:00.002+08:00

omg. i'm dead meat la.
tomorrow's so important to me.
like super super important.
it's lke my life depends on it.
my softball life that is.
and if it all doesn't work out well, i
will suffer from depression.
seriously.
today's training was partially good.
like the indoors training part was okay.
i didn't get scolded much.
it was easier than the outdoor trianing.
i was so freaking stressed by jiao lian.
i mean she keeps making me do star jumps
when my ball can't reach natalie.
and it's so unfair that she keeps pushing me
when i'm already trying my best.
and like she asked me if i used my
full power to throw that ball and i thought
it was some kind of trick question where
i'll get scolded no matter what answer i gave.
so i said no.
and in the end, she scolded me like hell and
punished me.
sobs.
the freaking weights tore my skin.
and like she keeps calling me lazy when i'm
already trying.
i'm TRYING. at least give me some chances to
do it properly.
i can't be damn perfect and do the correct thing
with just one try right.
people need to get used to it and use their
abilities according to that.
okay, i ahve no idea what i'm saying.
this is an emo post if you don't already know.
and like she compared me to natalie and no offence,
i think she's right. like about how natalie
is so much "smaller" {she's actually just skinny}
and she has the power to throw long dist.
i'm freaking sad over that. i mean i'm just in that
way that it's difficult to throw long dist.
i keep asking for advice from those that can throw well
and stuff.
it's difficult to try hard and get scolded all the same.
she doesn't know that i really can't be compared to
others like cheryl and natalie and shin yi and nicole.
cos they've at least got some kind of healthy life
and exercise before. and i don't cos i'm just an overly-
protected girl since i was born.
i hate to be overly-protected. i want my parents to
trust me enough to be independant.
i want to be good at something.
like cos ever since like small, i was the utterly lazy fat ass
and also the most dependant on others girl.
YES, I WAS FAT.
i always gave up halfway when learning something.
like guzheng, i learnt and gave up halfway.
ballet as well, i gave up halfway cos of psle.
but that's utter bullcrap. other people can still do well
in their psle and continue with their ballet.
i was really interested in ballet. even though i was like
THE fattest girl in class. i didn't care.
i just danced cos i liked it.
i don't want to be called lazy.
i don't want to be called irreliable and irresponsible.
i want to be independant.
i want to be good at something.
i want to excel in something that i enjoy doing.
and it's not for other people but for myself.
MYSELF.
tomorrow's my judgement day.
it's my last chance to prove to jiao lian that i
am capable of playing infield.
i want to prove those that doubt me wrong.
i will give my best tomorrow and onwards in everything i do.
i want to be the best i can be.
i want to perform well and wow people.
i want to show to my parents that i'm not wasting my
time at training just throwing balls. i want to show them
that i am capable of great things.
i want and will prove to jiao lian and my parents
that i am NOT lazy.
i am going to go all out tomorrow and be fearless.
let the ball hit me, i don't give a flying bull.
i will/want to be aggressive.
i will prove to jiao lian that not all church go-ers are
scared of everything. i will prove her wrong.
i will endure the pain and punishments.
to get to my ultimate goal.
which is to prove that i am able to play infield and
that my i can perform beyond other people's
expectations.

2009-11-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

warning:this post contains sexual contents.
as you can see, i have warned you all.
moving on, i had this wacked out dream last night.
{story time! :)) }
okay so me and my sister was like swimming
at this really crowded pool and then suddenly
the water in the pool disappeared.
-gasp!-
so everyone got out and went to this big
toilet. something like a public bath.
and when all of a sudden, harry potter and
ron weasely appeared. -omg-
and for no reason, ron was boyfriend.
-omfg!-
then dumbledore came out of nowhere and
asked harry potter to go fight this monster.
ron also followed him to fight that monster.
i was kinda sad cos in the dream, he was my
boyfriend and obviously he'll die while fighting.
-whatever-
then suddenly the world was being invaded by
robots. -wtf?!-
and like 2009 c'div softballers and jiao lian were
on a mission to attack the head robot thingy.
we were like at the first floor of the robot's
office -headquarters- writing insulting
messages on newspapers and throwing them up
through the second floor window into the head robot's
office. no one could get the newspapers in
and finally nicole got one in. -hooray!-
then we waited for the robot to come downstairs.
and when it did, we all pretended to read chinese
books. -.-
and the robot came to me and started teaching me
chinese.
and i woke up.
this is the most whatthefuck! dream i ever had!
blame me for watching terminator salvation before i slept.
dangit.
ROBOTS TAKING OVER THE WORLD AND WE TRY TO DEFEAT
THEM BY THROWING INSULTIVE MESSAGES ON NEWSPAPERS
INTO THEIR HEADQUARTERS.
OMG.
GOODBYE HUMAN RACE.
bunch of lunatics.
i seriously cannot believe that i dreamt something so
ridiculous. no wait, actually, i can.
cos i just did. -.-
--------------------------------------------
went to people's park for lunch and to book tours.
but to no avail.
-aww shucks!-
then while waiting for my dad to be back from
the toilet, i saw this sex shop with a huge
NEON PINK signboard saying
"SEX" -ding ding ding-
omg. it's freaking pink! neon pink!
and my mom was getting too interested in it.
kept talking about that shop and looking at the
THINGS displayed . omfg.
and kept going near it. like wtf?!
it's a freaking sex shop!
who the hells gets interested in a sex shop?!
unless you want to buy a dildo (whatever its spelt)
i can't even imagine those HUGE dick-like {duh}
things are even able to get into a hole
you know what i mean.
it's freaking HUGE.
and it vibrates. i think.
OMG.
TOO MUCH INFO!
kay bye :D

2009-11-21T15:41:00.003+08:00

HAHHAHAA. that's a photo of nicole in her

really really really retarded pants. :D

half worn i may add. XD

i'm such a genius to photograph her really

spastic and unglam moments :))

hahahs.

dangit. i forgot to take a photo of my really

muddy shoes and clothes.

only me and nature didn't bring our slacks.

so yeah we slid in shorts. it was fun.

but SUPER MUDDY.

all the mud and grass and water was up my ass!

ew, gross.

yesterday's training was okay. nothing really

fun or special besides the sliding.

that was fun.

mud splattered everywhere (includes my ears and mouth)

went to dah's party after training.

played fustal. i finally know what the hell that is.

i didn't really played just got body slammed.

then went home . for my sister's birthday.

then slept.

i remember vaguely scrubbing my muddy shoes like mad.

and soaking my clothes. :D

then i crashed.

i'm so freaking tired. gosh. my arms are killing.

not to mention my shoulders.

and i can't type fast cos my muscles will start cramping.

it's impossible to sleep with all that stupid

noise those construction workers are making.

ohmygosh.

i haven't been online for quite sometime.

:( sadded.

okay, i have nothing much to say already.

bye.

2009-11-18T09:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAHINDAH! :))

you're finally thirteen! :DDD hahahs.

i'm still older.

and i forgot to wish nat ong happy birthday.

sorry uh. even though you supposedly don't

read my blog. ahahs. still,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

gosh. i'm so damn proud of myself.

i finally got to doing some homework.

hahah :D

self achievement :)))

wells, it's only one freaking science ws.

i asked my mom to print all the worksheets

at her office. hahas. smart right. :D

the worksheets are friggin thick la.

today shall be devoted to finishing up my

miraculously high mountain of homework

:) i doubt myself.

anyways, last night there was the stars thingy.

at like 12-5 like that. but i didn't see anything

cos i was at home with clouds covering the whole

sky. i bet faris saw those stars last night.

hmph! how unfair.

sadded, he's going to Malaysia now..

if any of his friends are reading this post,

he says not to text him and bye!

yeah. ahahahs :D

i'm planning to smuggle my phone into camp

XD i hope it's allowed.

save all the trouble hahas.

i think the other people will also smuggle theirs in.

i can't live without my phone.

as expected from every teenager (:

i woke up at like 7 plus today and stared doing my

science at 8 am. EARLIEST TIME EVER.

i'm becoming such a nerd. gosh.

-.-"

HELL YEAH! my mom allowed me to go

for training tomorrow :DDDDD

SO HAPPY!!!!!!

hahahs. i said that i wouldn't do those

vigorous activities but just help out.

obviously that's bullcrap. hahahs :D

i'm just going to train normally. that's not

vigorous. *innocent face*

hahahs.

woohoo~

hahahs.

i will never miss one training unless i'm down with

some deadly disease. ;)

yeah, that's about all i've got to say.

bye!

ps. take care and bye!!

2009-11-17T16:22:00.002+08:00

aww gosh.
i injured my neck. idk what happened
to it, it's just painful like hell.
it all started cos i couldn't do a
freaking forward roll and ended up
screwing up and injuring myself.
how typical of me..
anyways, then it hurt like shit so
jiao lian helped me to like "massage"
it. didn't help. oh wells, i appreciate it :D
ahahs.
it hurts when i look down so yeah.
i couldn't look down.
but during the rest of training, it was okay.
i didn't even move my neck much :D
teehee
we did batting with the waffer balls at first
then they had some camp crap and we
had to go out to the field to bat.
with normal balls. and that was weird cos
we've been practicing with waffer balls.
so yeah.
i've got my momentum back :)
yay.
then we got some skills practice.
and it was kinda okay cos i could throw it
all the way to yu yan :p
hahahs. wow.
i can finally throw long dist.
:D:D:D:D it's no big deal for others cos
they've got the power. unlike me.
and dah. {i think} she finally threw long dist ytd
too :D hahahs. twin.
and i did a few god throws. need some more practise
though. :((
then we practiced the shouting for the balls.
like 2 people run for the ball at the same time and
the one closer to it will shout "MINE!" damn loudly
and catch the ball. then the other one just cover her.
ahahs. it was damn funny la.
like some just don't shout at all. or both shout
then don't catch .
hahahs.
oh yeah and we celebrated nat ong's and dah's
birthday yesterday.
the cooking mamas {supposedly the people who makes the
cakes} decorated the cake super cute-ly. :D
we're in charge of the cakes for every birthday :))
the cake was awesome. jiao lian wanted to
eat one piece of the cake and ended up dropping the
whole thing onto nat's boots.
lmao. hahas. so wasted.
but she still ate it, the top part where it didn't touch the floor.
hahahs. :d
after training went with dah to lucky bread there for waffles
and cheese fries : ) YUM.
then went home.
it took damn long for a stupid 28 bus to come. gawd.
i reached home like 8 plus.
dead tired with a killing neck.
my mom made a total big hoo-ha about my neck. saying
i might get paralysed if i wasn't lucky.
and that it's dangerous.
i got damn pissed at her. it was my fault that i can't do
a forward roll, not softball's.
and she banned me from softball this week.
wtf. this is so not happening. idc. i'm going to
find a way to go for training no matter what.
i am so not going to miss training and the sec 4
farewell party after that. NO WAY.
i paid for it already.
and i'll miss out on alot of things cos we have the mental
thingy again on thurs.
i hope my neck heals by then.
PLEASEPLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HEAL!!!!
i beggggofyou.
fyi,cooking mamas consists of
natalie tan,cheryl goh, shinyi, rachel sim and me :D
kay <3 you all, BYE.

2009-11-15T15:41:00.002+08:00

" you're just a phone call away"

ergh. didn't blog yesterday.

my parents dragged me out for lunch

and then made me go shop with them after that.

i didn't get to go home till 6.

and i was tired as hell and smelly.

gosh. evil people.. -.-

yay, i changed my blogskin. AGAIN.

i think this one is quite nice :D

hahas. training on saturday wasn't slack.

normal i guess.

we didn't watch a movie as planned. :((

i was so looking forward to that.

my throwing still sucks.

and my batting too. i think.

i keep rolling off too early and end up knocking

the bat against my wrist. which now has a

blue black :(

damn. i poured cream over my body yesterday

cos i was afraid i'll get wrinkles from

prolonged exposure to the sun :D

hahahs.

and thank god my mother didn't find out i went out

without her permission on friday.

THANK GOD.

i haven't ask her about dah's party this fri.

o.o i think she'll allow.

even though it's my sis's birthday.

hahas.

2012 is officially the best movie ever.

i was so freaking into it that i squished

the popcorn bag. hahahs. i destroyed it o.o

and i kept giving stupid comments to cheryl

about the movie. ahahhaha :D

me &cheryl bought the combo set. and like

it comes with this really spastic astro boy cup.

OMG. cheryl made me hold it.

it's so SPASTIC.

i managed to hide it in my big bag :D

3 cheers for big bags!! ahah

kay, so that's all for now

kay,love you all, bye :)

2009-11-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

omg. today is so slack but then i'm tired.
wow. weird. hmmm.
like we mostly did physical .
and the jog&sprint thing is damn difficult.
*sorry indah for overtaking you when you were
slowing down to sprint with me :(
i feel bad sia. like every time we both quarrel
right, i'll end up hitting dah.
*on the leg mostly. i'm not abusive*
and i feel damn bad after that. that's why i let
her hit me back. cos i so freaking deserve it.
D: gosh. i mean she's nice to me then i so bad
to her. but not all the time la.
like when she's supposed to help me hold the
tube for me to do the batting movement, she
keeps falling backwards and in the end i never
get to do anything. yeahh
anyways, like i mean sometimes she's really nice to me
then i treat her badly. i feel damn bad la!!!!
D: sobs..
yeah. i've got a new love!
it's STRAWBERRY ALOE VERA!
awesome.. but sadly, this saturday would be
like my last chance to drink it already.
D': cos we're no longer going to vj to train anymore.
trainings resume at tkg from next week onwards.
i'll miss the beautiful field and gym D:
i don't know why but i'm burning sia. like literally
my hands and everywhere is damn hot.
like got fever. but it's not la.
yeah, went to tamp mall, tamp1 to get dah's
present with faris today. but the sports shops
weren't opened yet. and faris lost $50.
omg. who the hell would put $50 in their back pocket?!
omg. no brainer.
anyways, like yeah then we walk for so long. then
decided to go to pp together since he was going there.
i think. idk.
i dropped off at the bus stop and i don't know where
he went. oh well.
hahas. and dah was telling later today during training
that she missed going out with faris.
HAHHAHA :D
llolll.
yay. tomorrow going out with nat tan, cheryl and shinyi
to the movies :DD
ahahs. 2012. the year we all die.
and there's dah's party next fri and i've got
another bbq party like idk when with pri school class.
gosh. damn long never see them already.
miss them.
it's like so fast! i'm going to be sec2 next year.
OHMYGAH.
okay, i shall end here. damn tired already. nights! :D

2009-11-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

hey ya'll :D
hahhas. i'm back.
and get ready for more crap!
:)))
i woke up late today. at around 9.45
when i was supposed to go out at 10.
gosh. had to rush.
i washed up and everything at top speed
and got held back by
being forced to eat 2 HUGE pieces of roti prata
oh gawd. and i was joking with dini the night
before that i'll go with her to eat roti prata.
HAHAHA. how ironic :D
then was kinda late for lunch with the rest.
haahs. cheryl was WORSE. she's extrememly late.
like usual. hahah. she was probably too tired to wake
up cos she was watching momo's love the night before.
o.o sounds cute :)
i helped her order her food kwakkwakkwak. wtv.
and i ate youghurt. it's super nice.. mango flavour :D
then went to school. late. was supposed to be there
before 12.20 cos we had this meeting thing.
but in the end we were late. hahahs.
then had the mental talk. we made alot of progress today.
so i'm quite satisfied with it. hahas.
my partner was fatin!! :D
ahhahas. both of us are under positive thinking
hahahs.
i couldn't believe that jiao lian outran me for steps
and she kept saying that she could outrun me.
come on, don't keep reminding me that i'm not as fit as
a 43 year old coach.
well, she admitted she was 43. i'm not making this up.
and i had this massive headache. so i wasn't in the mood
to laugh at her age. okay whatever. ahhas.
training was okay cos it rained and the weather was just
AWESOME...
:) we batted with those waffer balls. they are like
small. and difficult to aim at the center.
so most of the balls i bat are mostly flyballs.
damn. i was aiming for drive out balls. which i managed to
bat.. luckily. :)
then we ended training :)
so went to get food and drinks from caltex.
dah bought the cheesezals {how to freaking spell?!} and
i bought the mango tea. yum :)
hahahs. we shared .
then took bus 33 to the stop before kem station and dah
went home while i waited for a 28 bus .
in the dark. those things that are giving out light at
the stop are not lights.
STILL SO DARK.
and dah found this magic sticker toy in the packet of
cheezals and the cartoon on the sticker {which is not even sticky}
is called captain drip. aahhs. so cool
:D
our team now have this uberly cute team name :D
it's bumble bee. like the one in transformers. hahas.
uber cute!! ><
our cheer is cool too.
i remember screaming instead of shouting cos
i think my voice broke half way. ahahhs :D
i kinda miss talking to dah. cos most of the time
we would be on the field which means alot of
quarrelling and shouting at each other.
idk why. but it's just like that :((
i really missed laughing with her and talking crap.
i miss aishah too!!! i miss the "ey got panda" socks time.
and like the childhood food.
:(( i really miss her sia. so long never talk to her already.
and meet her...... D:
my life is so uninteresting. :((
anyways, so yeah that's alot for today :)
okay bye!
till next time losers! (.L.)

2009-11-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

hey :D
okay so my computer have magically revived
itself :))) hoorays!
hahas. and i think my phone bill will explode
cos i spent like half an hour using my
phone to surf the net :DD
who cares. i'm going to cancel my plan
anyways, and get another plan
from M1 . :)))
meaning NEW PHONE!!!!
argh!~ can't wait.
my dad and mom are total freaks.
can you imagine a chain of scoldings?!
like my mom is damn irritable at my dad for
no reason and keeps screaming at him.
then he gets pissed off and vents his
anger all on me.
and i can't do anything to stop it.
HE'S MY DAD. gosh.
on sat after training, i went to parkway
with my parents to have lunch and my mom
screamed at my dad for driving so slowly.{wtf?}
and we went to the hello! singtel shop to check out
my plan after that. {going to change plan remember?}
and he wanted to get me the iphone.
i said i didn't want it cos i don't like iphone
and he screamed at me.
saying "YOU MUST KEEP UP WITH THE TIMES! IT'S MORE
OF VALUE! blahblahblah"
he didn't know i wanted the satio phone -.-
well, i don't want it already and i want the iphone
cos dah told me that it was laggy. {heard from a friend}
yeah, so i'm just waiting now for the right time.
AND GET THAT IPHONE!
okay moving on, today i went to tamp mall & CS
with my parents {again} for lunch {again}.
went shopping after that.with my DAD.
gosh.
why going shopping with my dad is GOOD
cos i get to see all those cute guys at the guys section.

why going shopping with my dad is NOT GOOD
1. he's gay i think. he looks at handbags. OMG.
2. it's so boring going to the guy's section.
3. trying out clothes for guys is far more WORSE compared
to girls. trust me on this.

yeah. so yeah. my mom actually allowed such torture to happen
onto me D:
how sad.
my stupid computer crashed for days and my poor
blog is totally dead-ish. :)
so i'm totally reviving it now :DD hahahs.
i made a new friend. HAHAHHA
ummirah :) cool. she's my senior.
okay. yeah and dini made a new friend at
her weird technology camp {which is so lame yet cool btw}
and he's 20. SO OLD RIGHT?!!!
hahahhaha. :DD
gotta agree with me on that.
i'm planning going out shopping with my sis after her
A's . we're getting her prom dress.
hahaha. and shopping for christmas's clothes too :DDD
hahahahha.
okay i'm ending here. there's trainng tomorrow :(
sadded. gotta do well!
JIA YOUS! :))
bye.

2009-11-08T18:29:00.002+08:00

hey all :)
It's good to surf the net :)
Hahas. It kinda sucks alot for my
Damn computer to crash and die.
It's fucked. Like hell.
Damn just found out that i can use my computer and it's not dead. Fuck.
Okay. I shall do this next time.
Bye! I'll update soon. :)

2009-11-03T18:49:00.002+08:00

today is like the most boring day of my life.
well, almost.
i did nothing except sleep and eat & shit.
wow. how interesting. -.-"
yesterday had training and i can proudly
say that yesterday was AWESOME.
it was the first of many trainings to come that
i was happy throughout. :))
hahahs. except for gym. jiao lian kept "nagging"
@ me. asking me to hurry up..
-.-""
the rest was okay. cos the team was being
supportive and kept cheering people on. (:
hahahs.
plus the weather was super GOOD.
it was drizzling slightly and the sky was cloudy.
damn shiok.
and we did little stuff too.
oh wells. :)
today i slack like hell. woke up @ 9 plus.
ate breakfast then i went back to sleep.
all the way till like almost 12.
then i went to my grandmother's house.
i ate and watch tv. then use the comp till now.
-----------
i'm so going on a healthy diet. like abstain
from sugar drinks and food.
{exception of sweets!}
and eat healthy food such as veggie.
hahah.
i watched a little of "the year of the dog"
and it's stupid. i don't understand.
this woman is nuts to adopt 15 dogs.
NUTS!
anyways, yeah. i lazed around mostly.
i still haven't done my e-learning homework. damn.
it's alot you know. wtfz....
okay. bye.

2009-10-31T16:02:00.002+08:00

wow. i didn't blog yesterday. and i was online.
wtfz. tupid la me.
okay so yeah.. watched mtv till like 12 plus
last night. watched live stage.
tokio hotel 's songs are damn nice can.
<3>
hahahah. my blog is so damn dead-ish.
and i'm indulging in oreos. :)
kekekekek.
when i can't wait for the hols to come, it comes
and now i regret. so bored.
having training in HUGE amounts. so like
equals to no hols. no difference sia..
but i'll try to take some pics.
TRY.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so damn tired. i'm kinda hooked onto mtv.
cos it's damn awesome. but some ads are just
damn annoying, -.-''
miss all my friends so much!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss cheryl, dah, dini, rachel sim, yingci,anisah {although we're
not close, but we're okok} , carina{my partner for everything} ,
cheryl lim, got some more, but i forgot.
o.o
ergh. whatevss.
i'm getting fatter and my head hurts.
aftermath of eating so much oreos.
ERGH. plus tv.
yeah. so nothing actually happened. i don't think
i'll even have time to go out with friends during
the hols .. wtf???????
damn.
okay. I MISS AISHAH TOO! and BANNAH.
dunno if she came back from malaysia yet.
i still have her container . AHAHHAHA :D
D":
BYE!

2009-10-29T23:42:00.002+08:00

today is like the last day of school cum {not sick version}

carnival day. so sad sia.. :((

"i'm weird cos i hate goodbyes"

but we're still the same class next year. LOL!

hahahha. 2E1. oh yeah!~

anyways, today had training. wtf right?

last day of school some more ..

but it was okay la. just some random scoldings

here and there by jiao lian.

it's kinda normal for me already. hahah :))

... we {dini ,dah & me} are actually nice enough to

go to the extent of selling the cookies to TK sec.

zhafeerah and her friend. {dunno how to spell her name }

hahahs. she{friend} thought that it was damn nice.

i tasted one. it was okay la. hahah

we hang out alot during the carnival under the

pontianak tree. and laid down and stuffs.

also patronised 2E4 and dunno what class . :)

<3>

super damn awesome :)))))

then just hang around. hahahha.

after carnival we had to clean up the class. wtf.

damn freaking dirty. i swear.

had training at vee jay after school. was supposedly

kind of late?? o.o

my elbow cracked like siao once. and now it hurts

like shit. i can't throw properly. wtf!

so tired now. want to sleep but then i'm still online

kwak kwak kwak.

sometimes i think that the people around me are

bastards. like seriously. but then now i'm really trying

my best to be nice to everyone. but some people i just

can't . even though i try my best.

nobody is a friend of mine if they are giving fucked

attitude to my friends. they can go plunge themselves

into a pile of humongous shit for all i care.

fuck off man.

to hell with you..

CHANGING THE SUBJECT.

ahaha. today after training, fatin asked me this really

really weird question while waiting for 31

with yu yan and shin yi as well.

i've got new bus buddies :)

she asked me " what's cum?" {dirty version}

hahha. i told her and she was like

okayokayokayokay that type of look. ahhaha :):)

i'm like really trying to make friends with everyone in

class and with other classes and also

with my team mates.i have no problems with team and

other classes. it's my own class. wth.

my own class some more. where's the logic sia.

i've already accepted some people and is friends with

them. {see i'm trying}

but then some people just want to start the fire.

bitches.

anyways, mr yap is evil now to even make us do

40 QUESTION quiz tomorrow.

so much for holiday. my holiday schedule is PACKED.

like 2 or 3 times training per week. and camp.

YAY. can't wait for camp :D:D excited!!!!

hahaha. kay. today took quite alot of pictures. all unglam

view them on fb! hahah :)

BYE.

current song:battle field by jordin sparks.

2009-10-27T19:06:00.002+08:00

hello :DD
okay today was kinda awesome.
or just awesome . i'm not sure.
hahas. so didn't have school today.
for i-don't-know-why reason. --""
lols.savannah and dah came to my house
to bake the cheesecake.
fetched them from mrt station then went
to tamp mall to get the ingredients.
then went to mac to eat breakfast.(:
saw some people there. lols.
then went back ..
started baking. all was a mess.
but the cake was nice. but really not for selling.
nobody will buy them. seriously.
it was fun though :))
while we waited for the cake to set in the refrigerator,
we took photos and went online. :D
went on omegle. it's boring now. cos we used it
too much in the afternoon. hahas.
talked to so many weird and random strangers.
haha! damn funny.
got one guy just said to us.
" you're beautiful"
like wtf?
and another one said
"i love you. marry me?"
then savannah typed
" set uh babe."
he didn't understand. thought we were guys or whatever
and said " no i hate you"
like what the fuck???!
hahahhaha. damn hilarious :))
then we watched a little tv.
watched HBO. this show called the glass house.
it was quite a nice show. :)
then went online again after that.
got another random guy said to us
"THIS IS THRILLLLLLLER."
and we replied
"THIS IS SUSUPENSEEEEEEEEEE"
hahahha. lame :))
then went fb. normal stuff.
took more pictures.
and finally we tried the cake out. it tastes damn
awesome. but i think it's only suitable to eat at
home cos it look so gross that
nobody will want to buy them. really really.
so we ate almost half of the cake. then decided that
cannot sell on carnival day. such a waste :((
so it's still in my refrigerator. maybe i'll eat a little later
:))
then walked savannah and dah to the bus stop
and they left :'(
and yeah. dah said to me like twice this morning that
i looked like a boy. ahhaha. do i really look like a boy?????
"insultive......"
anyways, so yeah. i'm sick of eating and omegle already.
and i ate tom yam noodles just now.
cos i was hungry. so i can't eat anything now. urgh.
i had stomach ache --""
i feel like sleeping cos baking is such a tiring thing to do.
i rather cook :DD
but the cakes tastes really great. thin though.
should have like made it thicker. then it'll taste
FABULOUS! :D
okay i shall take note next time. lucky yvette's mom is
baking cookies. if not we have nothing to sell on
thursday. i'll sacrifice and go around promoting :D:D
okay okay. so that's my day.
which also reminds me. i haven't done my 100 sit ups.
shits. coach is going to press our stomachs and see
if got do annot. cos she can FEEL it. according to her.
i think i put on weight today.
damn.
okay bye! :D

2009-10-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

i so so so so sorry blog. i've been neglecting you.
D: i feel bad as hell.
i changed it's blogskin all and i left it alone.
ergh!!! sooryy.
omg. wth am i even apologising to my blog?!
wth is wrong with me. --
i am going to blog today :D:D:D
kwakakakak.
XD
nicole was so high today. she was laughing like some
mad cow.
now i know where the mad cow disease is being
transmitted from. obviously HER.
anyways, today was damn freaking hot.
i could have died from heat stroke.
--" luckily i didn't die. :)
training was okay. at least i didn't get HUGE
scolding but just a little.
kay got room for improvements :)
let's work together c div....
LAME.
moving on.
i have a little rash on my right hand. wtf.
this sucks. i hate the sun. i get rashes from
the sun. damn UV rays.
yeah and today we got our grouping for
CMPS next year. wth. can't be with dini & dah.
that sucks like hell. dini thought i cried.
but actually, i had flu and was tearing :D:D
my feet hurts like crap/crab.
and dah just introduced me a website where
you talk to strangers.
random sia....
tomorrow probably dah and bannah coming
to my house to BAKE!
eeeee.! how fun ! :D
lols :D
kay kay. going now. BYE! :D

2009-10-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

hello :D

so long never post already.

wtf la. so damn tired nowadays.

hahas.

so yeah had lunch with most of the

team on tues, yesterday, before trng.

and like we're so damn lame la.

we to kfc to eat, in the end,

end up buying mac and BRINGING

to kfc to eat. -.-

and i dripped chili on my pinafore.

it looks like period. -.-

okayyy. moving on.

so yeah i cut my hair :) like i real

short. lols. i look like boy sia.

but i think it's longg.

erghhh.

and i think i'm gaining alot of weight.

i can feel myself gaining weight.

ARGH!

FATFATFATFATFATFAT.

SHIT.

today was checking scripts. omg.

can die la. cannot believe my marks for

english and geog. D:

they're like my best subjects. and i can

even score a fucking B3 for both.

damnit. like 1 and 2 more marks then get

A2 sia. what the bloody hell?!

can't even beg for marks la. ey be

happy we even BEG.

bustard la. D:<

i was damn pissed la. but then, my science

have alot of improvement.

huahahaha :D oh yeah!

i got an A2 this time. cheers! like

obviously science is one of my weakest subjects.

so it's a great improvement for me :D:D

oh hell. tomorrow getting back hcl, history and

probably literature. damnit damnit

i scared for my history!!!!! i spent so much

effort just writing that few million words.

i have to get at least an A2. if not, i'll just

commit suicide. seriously.

so tired today. couldn't use the internet in

the afternoon cos my father forgot to pay

for cable and neither could i watch tv.

so what did i end up doing?

sleeping.

how typical. -.-

my msn is practically dead or otherwise known

as deceased.

wa lao. see my english so chim. i still get B3.

BUSTARD SIA.

so fucking heartless la. this sucks man.

and going through the fucking papers are like so damn

tiring. -.- -.- -.- -.-

please don't mind my vulgarities.

i'm pissed. please understand.

ergh. tomorrow have trng AGAIN.

i hope coach zhang doesn't come. no offence,

but i'm really dreading her being there.

confirm i get scolded like siao one. plus

we kinda like training for infield and stuffs

so that'll suck even more when i make stupid mistake.

ERGHHHHH.

ps. today was sucky.

2009-10-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired la. but then i'm still online.

huahahahha.

my hair is making me look like a boy.

urghhhhh.

i ain't aiming for the GUY LOOK.

i'm aiming for the COOL look.

but whatevers. i'm still trying to get tips

for styling my hair from guy friends.

but to no avail. -.-

i think i should sleep nowww.

you know what? i rather go out and

hang with dah's primary school friends &

catch a movie than go out and have lunchons

with the team. seriously no offence guys,

but i prefer it that way. im

not very into team-ey stuff and talking about

sb all the time already. it's just tiring me out.

and the thought of having to get scolded once

again during training tomorrow sucks.

really. that's what's making me not like it.

i'm dreading training.

URGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSHHH.

i just hope we don't do stupid things like on fri.

and you all stop making use of me to go

get and put back the friggin keys.

i did that the last training. i was already so pissed

and tired and demoralised. and you'all had to

"make fun" of me. wtf. people have their limits kay.

and when i'm pissed enough to randomly go to

shin yi to rant, she just stands there.

no reaction.

no offence. but i was pissed.

like what the hell la. how would you feel if that happens

to you. huh? seriously. me and dah were already pissed

about the calling coach thing and starting late shit.

omg. heck already la.

when i've reached my limit, that's it.

i'm not one to be pushed by other people.

but some things like getting scolded and punished.

are the things that i CANNOT control.

which s-u-c-k-s. BIG time.

urrrgggghhhhsssshhhh.

i hope the new hair style will help me to cheer up.

like alot. i really hope. at least i don't look like

farah this time :):) hahhas.

but still, it's short hair.

what the hell am i saying?!

i also don't know. god. i just want to sleep.

damn . dah's asleep already. i really want to tag along

tomorrow with her & her friends. i don't want to miss

out on like either the lunch or her thing.

boring la, stay at home.

HUAhahahhaha. aishah got school tomorrow.

:D:D i'm so mean sia.

i can sleep away while she does shool-ey stuff

kekekek.

whatever la. okay, i'm tired already.

nights ya'll. :)

2009-10-19T20:00:00.002+08:00

today was kind of as expected.

yeahh.. it was boring butt......

not so bad la yeah.

:) so like met faris & aishah

at century/ tampines mall.

like both la. i screwed up the movie

timing and faris was like giving

me that kind of--

"EDITH, I'M GONNA KILL YOU!" stare.

o.o freaky sia. i hid behind aishah.

hahahah :D

shits la. sorry uh guys, i screwed up :(

anyways then we went to T1 to shop.

faris bought his shirts. he's a damn shopaholic,

better than a girl sia. ahaha. POWER.

he's been acting strange today. like so emo.

and then keep going toilet.

lols. he's also wearing black. why so emo sia?

anyways, then we walk alot and look ard alot.

but didn't buy anything.

somebody said he can go back at 4 , then

in the end go back at 2 plus right...

smart ass la faris. we both followed him to the

interchange till he got up the bus.

:"( sad sia.

then me and aishah went shopping some more

and went to cotton on. yay.

bought twin shirt :):) hahahs. damn nice la

then walked some more. and went to bk to eat.

got so many people. then in the end we die die

must eat bk today so we went to simei there

to eat :D kekekek.

she treat me. huahahaha :D

mushroom swiss burger is like our childhood food sia.

damn nice :)

soooooooooooo long never eat already....!

awesome...

then met my auntie and grandmother {don"t ask why}

and took cab home with them while aishah went back.

awww. sads. :(

hahahs. i shall skip some parts of this post. until

dah finds out tmr :):) huahahahaha

she doesn't know anything. YET.

even aishah and faris knows. bleh!

yeah, tmr have training. that's gotta be sucky.

going to get scolding from coach zhang again sia.

confirm one. wa lao. sucks la. i don't want leh.

damnit.

urgh. life sucks like that.

hehehe. i think i'm kinda exhausted or something

cos i was walking halfway when suddenly i almost

fell sia. i was giddy. wtf. stupid brain of mine.

hahaha. kays

BYEBYE:)

2009-10-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

yay. i changed blogskin.
i think this skin is super nice :)
like really. so colourful and cute.
ahahaha.
:D i'm having a stupid headache cos
of typing in all the links ONE. BY. ONE.
thank me if your name is there. for
those that their names arn't there, sorry
cos i don't know your new url.
so if you want me to link you, tag me :)
i'll link as fast as i can. kay kay.
now it's like 11:17 pm and i'm still using the
computer to do blog stuff.
hahas.and dah is probably sleeping. and aishah as well.
damn. i forgot to call her back. shits.oh well.
let's continue. and faris is probably
trying to get over his climax in the horror
show he's watching now :) he's got no guts.
hahaha no offence. he's just like me. lols
and i'm really hoping that aishah won't go to sleep so soon.
i wanna talk to her. like chat on the phone.ahhas.
i'm given that freedom now.kek kek kek.
:D maybe tomorrow i'm going out with her to buy
her stuff for her trip to st. Fransisco. cool right?
heh heh heh. she's so effing rich la.
let's all go & jump into the river.
firstly, there is no river in singapore, like those you see
in other countries. ours is like so stinky.
secondly, it's so random, nobody's going to jump into a
river, unlike me :)
thirdly, i've still gotta call aishah. :)
kay kay, i'm going call her already. BYEBYE

2009-10-17T15:22:00.002+08:00

i really can't be bothered to post about yesterday.

it doesn't exist according to me.

unhappy days are not recorded.

what's the point anyways .

hahah. i updated!

just know that. hahas.

today is totally slack. well, exams are over.

DUH.

hahaha. :D

and i'm getting frequent headaches.

shit.ah. shit.

kaykaybye.

2009-10-15T20:16:00.003+08:00

today was hell.

so many things that reminded

me of faris sia.. my god.

orange people/softball

and many many others.. D';

went to the esplanade & singapore river

for post-exam activity. so damn

tiring sia... can d**. hahas.

talking to dah on the phone now :)

hehe. :)

quite okay.. not bad..

hmm. then had softball after that.

totally bushed. got scolded for throwing

and some others.. :(

tired like don't know what now..

had to take 31 back myself cos my dad

couldn't fetch me :(

nic took with me.. :) thanks dude ..

lol. i'm going to suffer from stomach muscle

cramps tmr..-.-

and i got promoted to leader in the sb team.

:):) yay. nic was damn mean to me sia..

:(:( bitch leh she.. :)

hahas. in the good way. hahas.

BYEBYE.

2009-10-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

it's finally over.
today was fun. in the beginning.
but now everything has changed.
everything.
i've finally knew about the horrible truth.
but i don't regret knowing. now i can give
support instead and encourage him.
today was good :)
like the math paper was super easy..
except some questions i don't know how
to do.. i tikam. :)
after paper was super happy. but had to
go for some stupid briefing for tomorrow's
amazing race thing at singapore river &
esplanade. it sucks.
then after that went to kembangan mrt there
to meet up with the rest. like the stalker
guy was on the same bus as us. and he
tried talking to naurah. wtf.
reached there then faris came a little later.
played in the basketball court.
took off our shoes. felt so comfortable :D
taught faris softball throwing. then we played a little
captain's ball too. then slacked and played
stuffs. faris taught dah how to kick a ball :D
careful dah don't kick the wrong one. :)
then decided to go to bugis buy bread do
was kinda boring. went with faris ,aishah and dah to
orchard to buy their watch {aishah and dah}. then
cannot fins the nice one. in the end we 3 bought
the same wallet :) damn nice. PURPLE.
faris was a good boy and waited for us :)
then we went to changi airport to "study" but ate at
mac instead. then dah got into trouble. so we comforted
her on the way back and then me,aishah and faris took 28
back to tampines. aishah dropped off at bedok.
it's damn sad cos faris said we won't be meeting again after
today. it's like although we only know each other for
such a short period of time, it's like short memories
cut into small days and spread over a long time.
it's like i've known him forever. and we won't get to
meet again.. he's like my brother to me.
i don't have one and i think that he's one to me.
i really really cannot bear to leave him.
faris don't go. and now dah is in trouble.
why is everything like that?
i want everything to stop here and now.
it's like cry-day for me.

2009-10-13T19:05:00.002+08:00

one. one. one. one. one.

omg. cannot believe it. JUST ONE LEFT!!!

ARGH!~

FINALLY FREE AFTER THAT!! :D:D:D

oh that feeling's GOOD.

:):)

today was fun :)

so the higher chinese paper was just

SCREWED.

damn freaking difficult to even understand.

-.- wth. stupid bai jing set one.

i will hate her for this.

whatever. i don't care already.

so yeah then after paper went back

to class to find dah. cannot find her. then

i walk with yingci to the side gate that bus stop.

then i remember "oh shit. supposed to meet them at

front gate bus stop." -.-

and dah called me at the exact same time.

so yeah went to front gate. made them

{dah,nadzirah and naurah} to miss 2,33 buses :D

hahahhaa.

kay. then took bus to kem mrt.

walked to kem cc again :)

bought stuff to eat/drink. :)

so shared a snapple with dah.

then waited for faris to come. super slow..

and last to come was aishah and zhafeerah. lols

forgot they today end late uh :)

so yeah. the stalker guy keep stalking us sia.

like yesterday talk to us say he was from VS.

then today, cos got nadzirah and naurah, say he from

TK sec. wtf?! super irritating sia. some more want

info and contact details. we scared then pack our suff.

get ready to run when he comes back :)

i'm so not going back there again. seriously.

faris was like shouting at any random white coloured

clothes people asking if they were gabriel. lols!

then got one was an auntie. hahahah :D:D:D

then we hungry, walked to bus stop, and take bus to bedok.

then at the bus stop got this old lady like idk what she

want la. cos she talking in malay. from what i heard,

she wanted to follow us to where we were going and

she hailed a cab. wtf?!

what is wrong with kem?! got so many stalkers/weirdos.

no offence to ppl living in kem :):)

then we went to bedok inter after running away from that

auntie. o.o

couldn't decide where to eat at first, then wasted time

walking one big round. -.-

finally reached mac & ate. i was damn hungry! D:

then like dah helped me pay. cos my mother only gave me

ten bucks for the WEEK. wtf la she. ill treating me sia.

i saw aishah's older brother. hohoho.

kay. lols. not funny :D

few things i did at mac

1. threw a fry at faris's table. reminding him of pp mac :D

2. pull out a fry that he was eating. with SALIVA ALL OVER IT.

3. laugh like shit.

kay. that's all :)

and i feel kinda bad putting wax on faris. cos like cannot come off.

hahahs. wtv.

then went to ntuc to buy bottled drinks for hannan and somebody.

faris kept making me trip la. -.-

then went to mp lib. kinda stupid i know. :)

nadzirah and huda {new fren :)} went off from bedok inter .

then we all hung out at mp lib until like quite late.

things i did at mp lib

* arm wrestled with fairs and aishah

* saw nurdin {dunno how spell sia}

* read out history notes for faris to record and hear

{me and dah's voice sounds the same. hers lower only :)}

* made faris check his underwear colour.

oh wells. ahahhah. he refused to at first then. HE GAVE IN.

he checked his underwear colour right in front of me sia!!

omg! then all left. went back on bus 31 with aishah, nurdin and faris.

talked a ittle with faris and alot with aishah :)

hahahahs. my bladder was bursting. and so, i ran all the way home while

on the phone with aishah :D:D

hahahha. i feel kinda bad leaving dah "alone" at the other bus stop.

but i really couldn't go home by that way!

sorry uh babe :(

yay. tomorrow going to teach faris softball. heheh. it's going

to be fun :):)

i just realise that this whole post has alot of his name -.-

well, we're like "best friends" now :D:D

BYEBYE!

paper left.

2009-10-12T16:13:00.002+08:00

almost-liberation.

woah. this past 2 weeks have been so damn

FRUSTRATING.

i'm so damn tired from studying {not really}

and just going home early everyday. -.-

yeah. wait gotta think about what to write (:

so today's paper was literature. i think i'm

going to screw it up BIG TIME. HUGELY.

D: oh shits. never mind, i'll live with it (:

hahas. i think i wrote too little.

cos when i finished, which was like at 8:55,

i look up, everybody was still writing.

o.o

is that good or bad? i think bad.

d-i-e. i don't care already la. it's OVER.

can't do anything to change it is there. (:

okays. so tomorrow is my hcl paper and for

my malay friends, sound so racist, their ml/hml paper (:

and tk sec friends, math paper (:

and vs friends, history paper.

cheer up uh faris, i know a nerd like you will get

promoted to sec 3 luh. (:

ah hah (:

yeah so after the lit paper, went to bus stop with dah.

and meet/saw {idk} aishah and zhafeerah.

then like took a 33 to kembagan station.

craped like hell on the bus (:

then went all the way to kembagan cc there to slack.

dah and zhafeera went to wait for faris at the station.

while me and aishah slacked at kem cc (:

hahas. then talked for awhile. faris is so SLOW.

gabriel just lives opp. kem cc.

GASP. then say meet . so we met.

at the station. -.- lols. aishah was with me (:

asked some aunties to help take care of our bags.

lols. omg.the auntie so bitch sia. kay, never mind (:

then faris finally CAME. omg.

walked back to kem cc. saw aishah's

"MOTHER" {HUGE INVERTED COMMAS}

haha. "SHE" was cutting the trees.

hahaha! SHE's got a GREAT TAN. :D:D:D

her mother looked like all the other workers.

:D:D: if you get what i mean :):)

TARGET!! it's damn hilarious la!

dah and zhafeerah says it's not. but they also laugh.

-.o

hahhas. super fun. then slacked at kem cc.

like for soooo long. talked shit and crapped.

i remember i shouted bitch so damn loud till got

huge echo (: then LAUGH.

hahah. today i abit siao with aishah.

oh yeah and she lost her phone today. lols.

so much for exchanging phones. still bring charger some more o.o

hahaha. :DD

i had to leave early . wth. tuition la. damn.

:( oh yeah, also bought prepaid card for faris. like the 4 of us.

cos we sms him alot and cause him to waste his $$

zhafeerah also buy him present. RANDOM SIA.

{me doing the eye thing. aishah doing the head thing}

EYEYEYEYEY.

hahahhahah :'D

so funny until i cry.

and faris wanted to check his body in public. ew?

hahas. i left in a cab. dah hailed it for me.

like going out screaming "CAB! CAB! CAB! " hahahs.

thanks uh babe (:

i swear, the driver was laughing.

hahah (:

i saw marty {spell} today (: hehehe.

my church friend (: he looks weird.

LOL. i didn't know he was from tk sec.

omg. at first i wrote tkg. hahahah :D

kay kay gotta go and revise my chinese {not}

(: BYEBYE!

2009-10-10T13:19:00.002+08:00

nice.

i've decided to be nice to all my new friends and

existing ones cos i' like really damn mean to some.(:

hahah. i'll really be nice now :D

but i'll give the occasional STARE. and attitude.

well, i can't always be nice can i?

:D i managed to do a freaking bao zhang bao dao

and send it to my tuition teacher at like 12 plus

last night/ this morning. (:

awww. so damn tired man.

:( i think my sms is going to explode BIG TIME .

but i don't care (:

kaykay. shall stop here. my head pain.

BYEBYE.

2009-10-09T17:57:00.002+08:00

3 more days.

it's just another 3 more days till freedom!!!

:D can't wait........

:D:D:D:D:D:D

today was kinda fun (:

first had like history exam. was quite okay (:

then after that took bus 31 back while

zhafeerah and dah dropped at mp lib.

dah didn't let me join them with studying with

faris. -.-

then she suddenly call me. ask me to go.

cos faris wanted my history notes. wth la.

then i went back la. i took 2 trips okay..

D: then went to makan

at mac. saw so many people. lols.

then faris had to go for his prayer.

then he went. took his UNEATEN mcspicey

and coke. -.-

then say he lost. so we all very guilty then tried to

help him. then he had headache some more. so yeah.

when waiting for the bus to come, i had to pee like siao.

so me and aishah ran all the way into roxy square

for me to pee :D thanks!

then like faris say he went back already. so we

like yeah we decided to go back. then i took 15 back.

went home and ate. then faris say he at tampines lib.

so i went there after that to study with him.

lols. in the end, we ended up laughing like shit

over this retarded art book. super funny :D

hahahha. lols.

went back with him at like 5. walked and crapped :D

hahah. he's damn retarded la.

he still hasn't eaten his mcspicey. it

was hidden in his bag. omg. disgusting la!

then yeah now at home. going for tuition later :D

hahaha. thanks for the encouragement genevieve! :D

i tried my best for my science yesterday :D:D:D

let's see how it goes!

okay. gotta go now.

BYEBYE

2009-10-07T18:57:00.002+08:00

hectic.

life has been hectic and the stress from EOY.

totally unbelievable. i'm so damn stressed up.

i always get headaches and like so tired.

always sleeping to distress. and those sleeping

hours are wasted..

i could have used them to study science or history.

or both. but i didn't.

i rarely have time at home to study. let alone outside.

school is the best place to study at. seriously.

i cannot study at dah's house. i cannot study at home.

or at the library for god's sake.

i prefer school. more time.

more free periods are wasted cos we slack and fool around.

i really regret it all. i want it all to come rewinding back.

back to start of school. where stress is at it's minimum.

ohmigosh. i want it all to end!!!

science is tomorrow and i've not even started studying.

what's happening to you ed?

why are you such a slacker?

why?

it's time to wake up ed, before it's too late.

and i think it already is.

just finished chinese tuition. listened aimlessly while the

teacher talked about the second world war.

life is going to get harder and harder. so ed, just prepare yourself

for the worst. cos you deserve that bad ending.

there are 14 chapters to study for science and i need to sleep.

my brain's fried after all that studying of history for 2 periods

in the AVT. that's what you get ed, for not planning ahead.

fuck. i don't want to get retained. i want to fucking get promoted

with the rest of the class. FUCK, NO!

even the usual slackers like rachel {no offence} is studying for

science. i don't know why i'm not.

maybe i've just given up on that subject. i've been doing badly in it.

like the worst subject for me.

even math, my most hated subject, i can get an A2. but for science,

i've just been scoring passes and a B4. it's so demoralising.

but i just don't want to improve on it. like i said, maybe i've just

given up on science. it used to be my best subject. i've

liked it even before i even learnt it in p3.

where's that crazy science freak now?

where she's gone to?

the moon?

i give up. i'm going to create a new science freak called ed.

that old one died a long time ago.

:) jia you for EYO !

the torture is going to end soon (:

BYEBYE.

2009-10-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

today was okay-okay.

not that fun. hahas

wooho!~ ms ang finally became mrs tan.

(: hahas. congrats!!

she's in a good mood today. lols.

okay so in the morning was like art.

which was a free period for us cos

ms della wanted us to do self revision.

and some bitchy teacher came into

our classroom and scolded us. wtf?

we were not even that noisy as compared

to normal times like during the day la.

cheebye. then kenna scolding from ms della.

bitch siol.

next was pe. ms tay was on MC. so we had

ANOTHER free period. seriously, it's so slack la.

then that stupid mrs guna came and relief us.

-.- what an ass.

we discuss about the class chalet thing also

say we too noisy. wtf. what's her definition of quiet sia.

-.-"

then had science. as usual, we slacked.

damn boring la science. we marked the pass year

paper that we did and i was secretly colouring/drawing

carrot {class mascot} (:

hahahs.

sabannah siew mai keep saying

"..blahblahblah.. air SACS.{sex}"

pronounced as that. and mr seng was totally blur at first.

then he got it after that. what a slow person.

:D:D

today angela was super funny. i remember she said

"why all the science teachers walk so fast one?!"

hahaha. which is so true. mr seng/ mr yap is NEVER late

for any of the lessons. that s-u-c-k-s.

and cheryl lim mentioned that mr yap looked like ice cream

today cos his shirt was like pink,white, light pink stripes.

super GAY. :D

then had recess. went to the field to throw with dah.

throws were sucky. omg. so going to die when training starts.

then bought drink. end of recess.--

had history next. cos like more than half the class

was late for our history, mrs sew threatened to walk out of the

class. wtf. whatever.

hahas. anyways, then like history have alot ALOT of things to memorise

and study la. omg. can D-I-E.

D":

history today was super fun.

like mrs sew was soooo dramatic :D

like hands waving in the air and she goes

"KOREA..singapore..JAPAN.." i think

i can't really remember what she said.

she was also so damn enthu when she was explaining to

anisah about why her answer not accepted.

like fist punching into her other palm going

"CULTURE! STRONG GOVERNMENT! OPEN SOCIETY!"

hahahhas. super hilarious. like she was on some

democratic speech like that. alot of people started

imitating her. lols :D:D

oh yeah forgot to mention that for science next year, we

the sec 2s, NEXT YEAR, have to learn sec3 science

cos apparently, the school decided that they needed to bring down

the don't know what don't know what due to the o levels.

say it'll be easier for us. and there will be ample time to revise

before O's and not that rush.

well, it's not confirmed but HIGH POSSIBILITY.

translation:YEAR 2010 SEC 2 ARE GOING TO DIE OF STRESS

BECAUSE WE'RE MEAN ENOUGH TO FORCE THEM TO STUDY

DIFFICULT SCIENCE. HOORAY.

-.-

continuation: literature and english next.

those 2 periods were dedicated to studying for our lit exam.

was so B-O-R-I-N-G.

then we had like only 10 minutes left before school ended to do our

own stuff. slacked alot.

i remember jane saying "saggy b**bs"

and dah laughing like shit over "wrinkled b**bs"

and she asked me to imagine your b**bs being WRINKLED.

omg. obscene. and i laughed like shit. seriously.

it's damn funny. :D:D:D:D:D

hahahha. then after school went to KL mac to buy food.

took taxi back to dah's house.

then stupid taxi driver cheated me of my $1.70!!!!!!

wa lao!!!! my money sia!!!

cheebye.

then we ate and "studied"

mostly slacked la. but at least i did a little studying on chapter 6 of

history (: then later after that we did

prank calls on random numbers that we came up with

ourselves. like just pick any number :D

hahaha. dah's sis, syazana was there too. lols.

then dah's friend rapped on the phone.

at first, i thought it was in malay or something. cos i really

couldn't understand. lol

i told dah " it'll be alot nicer if it was in english"

then dah was like " it's english"

then we all laughed like hell. hahahha. who knew?

i said hi to so many people today. hawhawhaw :D:D

and some person {dah's friend, duh} thought that i was a

GUY. wth. do i sound guy to you?!

do i look guy to you?!

well, actually, that one is kinda. even dah agreed.

o.o wth. i really need long hair. i will persist!!!

i mean is edith that name even guy-soundish?

NO OKAY.

it's so fucking girl. hahah (:

and i learnt from my recent science lesson that...

AIDS are originated from monkeys and

monkeys transmit AIDS to humans through...

i thought of the guy/ girl fucking a monkey at first,

but it's actually when the monkey scratches the human.

:D my reason would be so much nicer (:

okay so this was my day today. hope yours was just as well.

:D:D BYEBYE! ;D

2009-10-04T15:15:00.002+08:00

last night's birthday celebration was AWESOME.

hahah. the cake was nice.

the food was damn shiok.

but i was irritated by my cousin. he was "sexually"

harassing me. -.-

that ass.

urgh. i have to start studying again.

got science and history next week.

argh~

not again. another content based subject

-.-

NOOOOOO!!!!

i'm going to have to write essays again for history.

like they say, history repeating itself.

i totally understand that statement now.

:'(

oh yeah, here's something that seems to be damn

funny to me :

my grandfather was watching mtv just now.

o.o

MTV. lol!

an old guy watching mtv. and it was playing the

music video of the song, remedy.

hahhahaa.

okay, random.

anyways, so yeah , i'm like forced to study the

whole of today. which sucks.

and i'm feeling a little giddy with a tinge of headache.

omg. i'm like describing food.

whatevers. okay.

whenever i start saying whatever, i'm always ending

my post soon (:

haha. it's so true. yeah..

it's going to rain. boohoo~

actually, it's nicer like that.

getting away from the heat for once. it feels like the air is

the cold air from the air conditioner.

my hair is getting damn shit ass. like so irritating

cos it's growing {hooray?} and it's irritating the hell

outta me. omg i'm listening to future love sung by

varsity vanclub. sounds so gay OMG.

OMG. GAY SIA.

so gay~

ew.ewew.ew.ewew.ew.

okay i'm ending off already.

i'm so going to cut my hair once it grows to the length i

want and appreciate it enough (:

byebye! :D

ps. good luck for EOYs peepos! ;D

2009-10-03T16:35:00.003+08:00

omggggz..

EOYs are nearly over.

NEARLY

which sucks cos still have like

another 5 more papers to go.

omg. how will i survive?!?!?!

seriously la, can die of stress.

urgh!

stupid geography make me want to cry.

i almost didn't finish my paper.

ALMOST ALMOST ALMOST.

which made me stressed like hell.

LIKE HELL.

HELL.

i left like 2 mins plus to finish the last question

which consisted of like

what.

FIVE PARTS.

FIVE, FREAKING FIVE.

and just before i handed up my paper,

i realised that i wrote the last question alphabet

wrongly. it's supposed to be a "e" but i wrote "c"

instead. well, i was rushing what do you expect?

and i got damn flustered. and i asked the teacher if

i can change the question alphabet cos i got

error. usually, a normal teacher won't let.

but this BLUR teacher let. :D:D

haha. yay. and everybody freaked out after the paper.

know why?

-"no"-

cos nobody read the instructions and didn't

answer each question in section c on an individual paper

for each question.

wth?! who the hell reads the instructions anyway?!

seriously! NOBODY READS THE DAMN INSTRUCTIONS.

and i freaked. stupid geography paper.

it was damn frustrating. to me, i could answer all the

questions, in full detail. but i don't have enough TIME.

TIME. that's all i need to answer in full DETAIL.

i hate time. it stinks.

and the bloody basic techniques section A and B i cannot

answer. cos we don't do our normal CAs like that. and

i took like bloody damn long just to finish sections A and B.

the climograph was the worst.

cos i misread the question.

it asked to find the TOTAL ANNUAL RAINFALL.

first, i go find total average temperature.

see the HUGE difference?!

then i realised wrong. fuck. i change

then i go find the total average rainfall.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

i did the question 3 times. until the last time, i got it.

i wasted like 20 mins one that QUESTION ALONE.

omg. i'm so not time oriented.

then i rush through the rest of the paper. and my hand lost its

sense of feeling when i finally finished the paper.

my hand was like trembling when i was tying the string.

omg.

tired like hell. plus the hcl paper before that made me

have a nuclear explosion in my brain already.

the compo was like shit. i wrote too little.

seriously, nothing came to my mind. usually, i can write so

much like 2 papers plus. then during the actual exam,

the hole in my brain connecting to my hand was clogged up.

and no brain juices were flowing.

no creativity.

D:D:

then had letter writing also. worse. i wrote the wrong context.

i seriously suck. supposed to encourage my friend that was

having difficulties in her studies and give her advice on how to relax.

instead, i told her how to improve her studies. with different methods.

OMG.

I AM S-C-R-E-W-E-D.

that's the end of my nice A and B grades.

D":

after the exams, went home. drowned myself in tv.

to dull my mind. i really can't take anymore studying.

it hurts. {my brain}

and i think it turned to mush after that.

cos i watched rv from like 3 plus all the way to 6.

almost three hours.that's not alot actually.

lols. then went for tuition.

and my brain was kinda decomposing by then.

but i still managed to do science and math for 2 hours.

i'm still alright. i guess.

haha (:

today is my grandmother's birthday.

that's so cool. cos she's born on moon cake festival (:

hahahs.

the first thing i did when i woke up today was to go to

my grandmother and then shout

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"{chinese}

hahah. lols. i mean i didn't prepare any present.

so i'll just use my vocals instead :D

i just finished chinese tuition.

omg. the teacher can kill my brain.

cos i always never do my homework then she came up with this ridiculous

idea of making me do my homework.

she made me write a compo online once a week and e mail it to her.

she's checking her email like everyday.

WTF.

what nonsense la.

yay! later having steamboat :D

muahahahhahah :D:D:D

it's gonna be damn nice. i've seen what my auntie is cooking.

awesome. and she {auntie} just had a new haircut.

it's so short. and nice. i really wanna cut my hair short.

cos i'm sick of long hair.

but. but. but. i made a promise to dah and myself that

i won't cut my hair . i'm going to leave it long.

let's see how it goes. i'm going to make that my new year resolution. (:

hahah. and growing taller is another one of my resolutions.

how lame can i get?!

lols. whatever.okays.

i'm going to watch tv again. BYE:D

2009-09-30T19:28:00.002+08:00

okay, so long never post already.

no wonder nobody tagged D:

anyways, so yeah. i missed out on updating

like what, 3 days?!

omg.

i remember last friday, went to S house to

study. we did our math worksheets and stuff.

did i say that already? oh wells,

then on monday, went to her house again.

to study. (: some weird stuffs happened.

like waiting aimlessly for 3 people and in the

end they ended up at pasir ris mrt station

instead of op. tkg that bubble tea shop.

bodoh..

yeahs, then met aishah after that like at the bus stop.

we went to S's house to "study" {inverted commas}

and ended, up talk bullshit and crapping like hell (:

"balls so big, cranes need to hold them up" :D

RAISINS.

ahahhahahha :D:D:D

super funny.

then yesterday, all i remember is something

about malaysia and singapore merging together.

or was that monday?

well, thing is, I CAN'T REMEMBER.

whatevers.

then yesterday went to S's house after school to study,

and we didn't. we did our art SA2 instead.which was at that

time, more important, supposedly.

so like i took damn long to finish up my art.

and my back and legs were like cramping like shit.

went home quite late , again.

TODAY.

okay so school was okay la.

not that fun though. during recess, did some throwing

with the seniors. and i tell you honestly, my hand

is fucked up. like claire said that when my hand is not 90

degrees, my elbow does not drop.

BUT when my hand is 90 degrees, my elbow does this

"down-up" thing. which damn fannoying.

seriously. all my throws are freaking damn weird.

threw a little while, then went to canteen to eat.

i was famished. {practising or my english exam tmr}

then walked slowly back to class {like usual}

i feel like a zombie now. i had to rush home after school

{and seven-eleven visit} for my stupid chinese tuition.

i'm so damn tired. feel like sleeping.

and i've got an EXAM to freaking study for the next day.

and the day after that. which sucks big time.

and thanks to natalie and nicole, both for waiting with me

for a 31 so that i wouldn't be alone. (:

but in the end, i took a 10. oh well. (:

ahahas. and nicole was obsessing over the softball photo.

she's weird. i swear.

i realise that i'm going to S's house almost everyday,

seriously. which is weird. even her sister is like

"YOU AGAIN!"

lols. which made me feel guilty and bad??

lols. okay seriously, i haven't bathe, i need to rest.

this day is like sooooo SHITTY.

damn. although the free period that we had in replace of

geog was SUPER fun (:

like we played dare or double dare. i took on one dare

where went underneath the tables and lifted up CG's skirt.

but she sat down on it so tightly, like i don't know how,

and i couldn't see/lift anything.

wtfz. anyways, yeah.

i stole her slipper from her :D

oh yeah, with a GRAND FINALE,

my group won anisah's group + ms tay

in captain's ball.

9-4 people. beat that.

HA!

whatever, so going to like

i don't know.

die now?

lols.whatever seriously, i'm pissing myself off.

"tired..'

ps. claire, STOP OBSESSING OVER MY BLUE HAIR

ACCESORIES. SERIOUSLY.

2009-09-28T10:01:00.001+08:00

it's home ec now. (:
hahas. S is crazy-ing beside me
she's weird ever since morning. i swear..
lols.
sabannah siew mai!
is the descendants of obama :D:D
hahas. and i'm not lame beyond hope. damnit
lols. now is totally slack period. :D
kk. BYE
{S says hi :)}
now they are like talking about noses.
"my nose is on my face" -S-
"you're talking"-carina-
okay got miscommunication.
and i got alot of typos :D
thanks=tanks
THIS IS MDM YANTE!!!!
WHY ARE YOU BLOGGING?!
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO YOUR DECISION MAKING!!!
xoxo syahindah(:
replies to "madam yante"
I DO ALREADY LA!
:D:D

2009-09-27T16:11:00.002+08:00

today is so damn frustrating for me.

sorta.

okay so woke up at like 6 plus.

cos my MOTHER thought i was late for SCHOOL.

-.-

it's a freaking sunday!

damnit.

then she forced me to study. after i wake up the 2nd time (:

blah blah blah.

she scolded me for listening to music while studying.

crap la. i seriously think my mom is a total bitch.

seriously . so freaking controling.

that's why i rather spend most of my time ignoring her

OR going out.

i wish that i could have the choice of not even going home sometimes.

okay, whatever. anyways, so yeah,

IT'S LIKE 3 MORE DAYS TO EOY.

OHMIGOSH.

i regret slacking so much.

and now it's only a few more days{3} to EOY.

i regret......... D':

so yeah, gotta buck up!

in the car just now, my father saw this person

that keeps cutting into lanes.

{such a show off}

and he {my father} was like.

" see the way he cuts into other peoples' lanes."

"never signal also"

"i know without seeing his face that his face is fucked up"

o.o

then he purposely slows down to see the guy's face when

that guy was going to make a turn.

then my dad was..

" did you see that? his head so small"

"look like pluto in 'popey the sailor man'"

-everybody in the car silent.-

he carries on..

"the one that always want to steal that skinny girl from popey"

"that big bully"

----------------------------------------------------------------------

this has got to be the weirdest thing i have ever heard from him.

hahahaha :D

damn hilarious.

popey.. what a GOOD example..

and my parents are damn heartless.

they're going to the F1 race today.

and leaving me at home!

NOOOOOO!~

what shit sia.

i want to go oneeeeeee... can get to see beyonce and

the black eyed peas.

damnitdamnitdamnit.

they so owe me one. i swear.

okay so yeah, nothing much already. today is like damn

lame. and it's a sunday. whooo~ {sarcastically}

byebye. (:

2009-09-26T19:45:00.003+08:00

(: heys. so yeah.

didn't get to blog yesterday. well, i was "busy".

(: hahas.

anyway, so yeah, tag more people!

yesterday.

school was kinda fun (:

like crapped alot during recess with S and D.

lols. short forms now (:

and we laughed about pontianaks {spell}

in the tress haunting S. cos she made that up.

now she's got tree-o-phobia (:

and i remember pee.

hahahha :D

S taught me, yingci and cheryl g market malay

while waiting for D to finish a* science (:

haha. and we had a good discussion about religions.

then went mac. at kallang.

ate mac spicy (:

all three of us. haha.

saw aisyah there.

we 3 had a mini competition.

see who can tahan the spicyness without crying

and S won. -.- she teared before the competition.

then during, she didn't even give any look like it's damn spicy.

:( sadded.

then went to her house. and did some studying.

did our math homework and summary for english (:

hahas. listened to radio too.

went home at about 5:30.

took mrt. bored .

today.

just came back from church. ahah

was boring. and i had chinese tuition today.

totally slack. only talked about compositions.

lame much?

lol.

byebye (:

2009-09-24T17:56:00.003+08:00

my internet is still being a bitch.

seriously, just give me a break.

one bloody time will die is it?

-.-

anyways, so yeah just reached home.

took like one hour to take bus 15 from

MP library all the way back home. urghs.

yeah, i've got myself a random {really really}

malay name. i don't even know why.

i made it up myself :D

it's azmiran. random seh.

went to library today with indah, nadzirah, zafeera {spell}

and naura{spell}. kept laughing like shit.

hahahs (:

then met some people.. i was bored like shit.

they all talking malay. i don't even understand.

so i just sat there and studied my history.LOLS.

the journey back home was shit ass.

and i molested sabannah today :D

i squeezed her ass. HAHAH!

we were passing notes that contained messages that

cannot be made know to my dear readers because it'll

just burn your mind. it's that sick.

___SEXTOILET_____

hhahaha! :D

yeahs, then smsed a little today..

um... and so many people tried to cut queue today

during recess. -.-

lols. i refused to help .ahah!

whatever. my stupid tagboard is damn spastic.

everything is like going against me.

wtf. i'm hungry...

makan! now. urgh.

BYEEE :D

2009-09-24T09:12:00.005+08:00

heylos :D
hahas. in computer lab one now. (:
it's supposed to be like pe enrichment but then
there is NO pe enrichment. so we're stuck here
doing a survey and fb-ing. (:
it's a good thing actually. ahahs
first period was damn boring. legacy. did nothing
just write on a piece of paper about what i
contributed to the school in terms of cca,school
blah blah blah. lame..
=.=
anyways, so yeah and indah is sitting just behind me :D
hahas.
that sabannah don't even know who EDDIE is
HAHAHAHHA :D
isn't it obvious?????
that's what we have salutations for, you dumbo.
bored like shit. i love this internet. it doesn't hang like mine.
and hell yeah, no more blocked sings :D
it really sucks. my computer. seriously.
i just love it. (:(:(:
and my hair is in a total mess today. lols.
and i can't be bothered to actually go and neaten it up.
(:
bored like shit. my phone is actually dead somehow.
cos nobody really smses.
and my phone bill is confirmed explode already.
REALLY. it sucks to have monthly bills sent to you via mail.
:(
just hope my phone doesn't get confiscated.
sabannah was like looking at me post. such a perv.
hahaha. and she thinks that "sexy perv" is better than ai yun (:
at least i'm SEXY :D
and yay! i'm actually typing without looking at the keyboard.
hahah! so cool!
i've been trying to master this skill ever since p2.
but it never really worked out. (:
hahaha.

screw it.

2009-09-23T20:04:00.001+08:00

i've been hooked onto the computer since

after chinese tuition. i had headache (:

updated my playlist. stereo skyline's songs are nice

but then some of them is okay-okay only.

and screw screw screw.

you.

uh. whatevers. bye

whatevers.

2009-09-23T19:33:00.001+08:00

hey (: i didn't know that defending my girl friend

was such a difficult job.

but i like it though..not in the weird way.

(: i mean who gets the privillage to curse random people

i don't know during lessons? it's awesome. (:

so we kenna thrashed by saBannah's group for frisbee.

we were off that day. whatevers. then me and indah

tauporked her on top of dini. ha! we're smart (:

and now so many stupid things are giving me

major headaches. like how some stupid random people

get my number and swear at me just to get back at

my friend. get a life man. seriously.

and i've not been studying {shit}

and internet is just a fucking bitch.

yeah that's about all.

byes.

2009-09-21T15:52:00.002+08:00

my internet has decided to be a total bitch today.

{censored censored} !

anyways, today, i went to the gym.

yays :D and now my left hand has equal muscles

as the right hand :D:D lame.

then went to some far far away place for lunch.

it was okay. not that nice though.

i almost cut my hair again. today. ALMOST.

i changed my mind the last minute :D

hahahs. i'm so bent on leaving it long.

no matter what. (:

some people just gotta take a break.

so stressed and sad. for what?

just grow older faster. lols.

i'm like hooked onto 91.3 and 98.7 hahahs

i mean both stations' songs are awesome. (:

and i just noticed that my red converse shoes are

damn nice. just that i never wore them. ever since

last year. such a waste.

sigh~

so... i've not started on homework yet.

how awesome ~ :)

i've only did english and its the comprehension part only.

haven't done the summary. i think summary sucks balls.

seriously. so damn bloody frustrating.

-.-"

i think i've put on weight. holy shits.

syahindah sounds like she's having alot of fun celebrating

hari raya. lols. i wished that CNY was ever this fun (:

well, it's up to me to decide how to spend my CNY.

either be all doom and gloom or be a hyper shit :D

i think i'll try hyper shit next year.

lols

okay. gonna do homework now {not}

BYE! :D

2009-09-20T15:55:00.002+08:00

heys! :D

hahha.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA~!

to all my beloved malay friends :D

haahaha. hope you'all get loads of money!

:):):)

okay so today, was super duper boring.

-.-

urgh. my mother forced me to go

to bedok reservoir with her and my dad

to WALK. wtfz. walk.

i wanted to run, she say no. stupid seh..

then in the end, i missed my chance of going to the

gym ... still kinda pissed.

then went to some market for lunch.

then went home. and i slept for like one hour plus?

i'm that tired. damnit.

and now i'm having a major headache again.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

urghurhgurhg.

calm down... i just ate ice cream! :D:D:D

i love it.iloveit.iloveit.iloveit.

hehehhehe.

okay. HEAD PAIN.

that is totally not helping me to think at all.

not that i actually do, but yeah.. (:

i still haven't even attempted to try the VS and

chung cheng paper. shits.

never mind, still have tomorrow to chiong. (:

i hope my parents go work. even though

it's a public hol. JUST GO TO WORK.!!!!

i'll be glad. VERY GLAD. some may even call it

HAPPY.

-.-

okay, seriously, i'm starting to irritate myself. (:

how wonderful. urrrrrggggggghhhhhh.

i want to go sleep.

okay bye! :D

2009-09-19T16:55:00.002+08:00

hello :D

hahah. okay just now that

post was damn mono.

cos i was kinda having like a zillion

conversations and facebooking and

eating at the same time :D

hahahs. the pro multi tasker.

actually, i can't multi task for nuts.

but i actually can when it's this :D

i had this MAJOR headache before and

during chinese tuiton. it sucks like shit.

and the teacher asked me to go

eat some sweets. to make me more alert :D

hahas. i'm like talking to syahindah about

the shitt-ness of life and all its crapping shits.

i can be so dramatically challenged at times.

and old people are just sometimes a

pain in the butt. omg.

my grandfather is like so fannoying.

i don't care if i'm talking bad about my grandfather

ONLINE. i don't care.

and he made me switch on the fucking computer

and then talk talk talk so long. just to ask me

"is the chess game on here?" {in chinese}

then later i say don't have, he say

"ya ya ya. off off off."

what the bloody fuck?!

i need to cool down.

ICE CREAM. i've stocked up since the last time

:) so happy. let's eat!

oh yeah and selamat hari raya to all my friends! :D

okay, byebye

2009-09-19T13:42:00.003+08:00

i know it's been a long time since i updated.

reason being cos my computer is screwed.

i can't give a damn already.

anyways, so these few days have been fun in school (:

i've been going to the library alot.

2 times with dorcas,yinci and cheryl g.(:

and once with aisyah and syahindah.

don't mind that obscene pic of indah. it was my beautiful

photography (:

hahas.

time really flies when you have fun.

now even blogger is screwed. and

"WESWAMINIT! WESWAMINIT!"

hahahs. enligsh lit was totally awesome ytd :D

and i'm just plain stupid and digging my own grave

cos i'm gorging down junk food with my cough.

awesomez. :D:D:D

hahas.

"still confused."

2009-09-14T15:56:00.002+08:00

all in all, today was just plain AWESOME :D

hahah. i was kind ass and gave {almost} all

the malay girls in my class hari raya money :D

hahaha. i gave 5 bucks man. such a good person (:

anyways, today first period was science..

bummer. first lesson for the new term-SCIENCE

-.o anyways, was kinda fun too (:

can't remember what we laugh about though. lols.

then had home ec. all we did was freaking talk

and discuss about our stupid project. and i'm

freaking paired up with carina {nothing about you} and pei xuan.

wtf?! she doesn't do anything one can. like even

ask her to write the good things about a healthy diet also

take more than half a freaking hour.

omg. i had to write like the task analysis and the summary of

a healthy breakfast okay. and i finished both within the half hour.

it wrote alot okay. ask carina if you don't believe.

then madam yanti talk sooooo long. until she realised

IT WAS OUT RECESS TIME. -.-

wtfz. wasted like 10 mins of our recess kay.

and then went to field with indah and talked to

aisyah, mustafa {i don't freaking know how to spell} and

more people that i don't know the names of.

i remember gabriel {spell?} he's damn funny

anyways, then had geography next.

ms aliah didn't come.. aww..

then had like free period? sorta. (:

discussed about stuffs (: and like i drew a dinosaur.

(: it's weirdish. lol! :D

then had english. another slack period.

ms ang is getting MARRIED! wohoo!~

congrats (:

she invited us to her wedding kays.

but sadly cos it's during exam period, i can't go.

D: IT'LL BE SO EFFING COOL.

then yeah, had math last period.

aw shit. forgot to do something. dang it.

anyways, then went home with indah (:

she's accompanied me {i think?} and we mrt-ed all the

way back (: she's like retarded la. seriously

thanks for accompanying me home (:

i <3>

anyways, yeah. so school was okay.

but i think it's still the best without training :D

it's so damn slack.awesomez

kaykay.

gotta go

BYE!

"throw him over the fence la..'

remember indah??? REMEMBER????? :D

sick..

2009-09-13T18:00:00.002+08:00

hey ya'll! i'm back!

again ! :D

and this time, i've brought virus along:D

hahaha.

no, seriously.

like i'm sick.

aw, damn.

finally softball is put on hold,

and i've got to choose this damn good time

to be sick. dang it.

and i've got a sore throat and damn bad cough.

like every minute.

*COUGHCOUGHCOUGH

it's super irritating. urgh.

anyways, so yeah, i actually did a little of

my homework today.

{GASP!}

like i finished english, one math paper and science

yayers! :D

such a great achievement :D

i mean last time i was WAYYY more hardworking

but considering now the fact that i'm so damn lazy,

this IS a great achievement (:

hahahahs.

reminiscing the old times with someone is really wonderful.

MOVING ON. it really kinda sucks if

you're sick and your ____ is like totally inconsiderate and

doesn't give a damn. urgh. i was pissed.

anyways, so yeah, i wasted my weekend being sick

and i'm STILL sick.

awww. fooey.

i ate like alot today.lols

2 bowls of cereal and porridge and not to mention

a plate of rasins?

ew i know that's gross but what else?

it's sweet. and disgusting (:

i've got sexy voice yoh.

kays, finished updating already.

byebye!

poka dotted panties :)

2009-09-12T00:07:00.003+08:00

heys, i've finally felt like updating! :D

haha. big decision for me to make.

hahahs. kay.

i'm coming down with a sore throat.

D: damn weather

and singapore's heaty food!

urgh. and i think it's cos i never drink enough

water. oh wells.

anyways, we lost, the MGS game.

we got thrashed. but it's a good learning experience

anyways, so yeah training these two days

was just so AWESOME. :D

we slacked like shit!

i mean we only did physical and gym on thurs

and then coach demo alot for us.

and today, we watched b' div play against MGS.

and then we have like coach talking to us about the

game and stuff.

then we like just slack.

my arms are aching like mad.

urgh.

and all hail poka dotted panties!

they are specially designed for flamboyant people like

ME! :D

hahahs. i'm being retarded.

and indah realised today that if she didn't smile,

she looks pissed. (naturally)

weird , but so true (:

and jiao lian just let me do 5kg of weights

on my own without support.

can die.

D: throat hurts.

damn. good night people (:

wait with anticipation for my next update :D

prayer answered :)

2009-09-08T09:55:00.002+08:00

i'm super duper happy that

my mother let me go for training.

all 3 days. :D

and yesterday was the friendly match

against MGS. damn sad la.

it was so pathetic.

i was blur like shit. and i screwed

but i think i got one person out.

:D hehe

i made alot of mistakes. aww..

but i'll learn from my mistakes :)

anyways, more details later. byebye

2009-09-06T13:51:00.002+08:00

damn, i have problem with spelling.

-.-

anyways, today is so boring.

i did nothing at all.

later going out for lunch.

and i'm starving already. -.-

hurh. no mood.

tomorrow have game!~

argh.

i pray so hard that my mother will

let me go.

so today i'll study very hard so that

i can go tomorrow (:

pray first.

"dear god, please let mummy and papa

let me go for all 3 training days this week.

especially tomorrow. it's really really important.

thank you."

of course, i'll do a proper prayer later (:

and i think my papa getting me a nokia phone.

lols. no creativity. but at least it's a phone :D

okay. gotta go hunt for food now.

BYE.

ps. sorry for spelling cristal wrongly :)

2009-09-05T18:29:00.002+08:00

today had training. and i have no effing

idea if i can train on monday.

but whatever it is, i effing have to.

MGS GAME!

MUST GO MUST GO MUST GO

DIE DIE MUST GO.

I DON'T EFFING CARE!!!!

if i don't get to go.

i'll kill myself partly cos i'll be so effing sad

and also cos nobody else will

be playing third base besides me.

i'm the only loser third base man

-.- wtfz.

this is so saddening.

i thought i was catcher.

in the end, coach changed it.

sadded. anyways, training today was kinda fun.

or very fun. depends on how you see it.

hahas. it's like i'm the latest person.

and we warmed up, then played block chase :D

damn fun. it's the action one.

and i got molested {seriously!} by fatin.

she hit my ass.

zomg. so damn pai seh.

it was damn fun though.

and then coach came and we did throwing

and then did some fielding cos we have game

on monday.

i was playing third base. and i finally

know what the hell is wrong with my throwing

:D yays. thanks kristle. {spell?}

then tried out sliding.

coach taught us the movement first then

we practisd the movement. and

then the seniors demo for us.

damn fun kays.

and we tried with some help.

and then do two by two

then finally, SOLO.

it was damn painful la.

no long pants. :(

left thigh grazed like shit.

and bleeding.

damn damn pain.

then training ended and i went to duman food center

for lunch (: damn nice jap food.

saw su fang. LOL

okay.

CIAO {in your face nicole}

2009-09-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

okay today is just purely weird.

cannot describe today.

argh.

so yeah, lessons were damn boring

i almost died from suffocation

i couldn't breathe cos of some weird reason

-.-

and i have this HUGE HUGE HUGE

blister on my right thumb cos of batting.

and my left hand also have. it's a bubble.

this is gross.

and today is like the day that cz

talked so much to me.

o.o

she taught me the proper way to study and

to communicate with my lao bu and

stuff to cope well in studies and softball (:

it was kind of her.

and batting, i batted a ball that was a pop ball

and it hit the tree trunk and landed

right BEHIND coach.

o.o

i was so effing scared that she will scold me

luckily, she didn't

{sigh of relief}

i'll be careful next time

(: and now pains everywhere.

urgh.

gonna rest now.

CHIAO

2009-09-01T15:09:00.003+08:00

yesterday night was the like the

funniest/weirdest and not to mention

shittiest night of my life.

LOL.

i got scolded by my mother just cos i never

study and she scolded me

"blahblahblahblah..FUCK YOU."

at that moment, i was crying cos i

was pissed. but now i'm laughing over it.

damn funny :D

ROFL.

so now i can scold her back FUCK YOU.

:D:D:D:D

and i actually studied this morning..

and i abstained from using the computer :D

until now.

HA!

and nicole is such a cheena weirdo.

school song in chinese

omgah.

tk teacher's day was the suckiest.

except the video. damn nice :)

TRANSFORMERS IS THE BEST MOVIE I HAVE

EVER NOT WATCHED.

to nicole chan. just so she wil tag me.

:D:D:D

okay. people

CHIAO

exam stressed enough.

2009-08-31T18:52:00.001+08:00

my family members have no pity for

me over the fact that i already have exam stress.

they keep nagging at me to stop sleeping,

stop lazying around and stop using he computer.

wtf.

like i cannot rest like that.

-.-

so i made a promise to myself:

1.study harder. or study at all.

2.NOT FAIL ANYTHING.

{btw, did i mention that i got A1 for art? lols}

3. make time for sb homework even though

i have to "study"

that's about all. and i swear i'm going to do all of that

i don't want coach telling me right in the face

again that she was disappointed in me.

:( saddening.

2009-08-31T18:45:00.002+08:00

i just got up from my not-so

afternoon nap.. (:

all i can say is that i slept in the

wrong positions. urgh.

and i forgot about the teachers

awards. (:

okay so mr teo got most dramatic teacher

award... {gasp}

and mr tang got most handsome teacher

award?!

omg. who even voted sia.

anyways, so yeah i felt hungry so

asked my maid help me make

tom yam cup noodle. i ask her if she know

then she say yes.

fuck, came out,

hot water in the noodle seasoning outside

WTF.

the i ask her out the fucking seasoning inside

then she go put.

i see again later,

TOO LITTLE WATER,

DAMNIT

then now my noodles damn soft la.

blame her.

fuck siol.

anyways, i haven't even bathe yet.

urgh. ew.

nicole and her cheena school :D

2009-08-31T15:05:00.001+08:00

hey.

today was teacher's day.

it was DAMN BORING .

-.-

waste time.

i mean i only like the drama performance

and the dance.

other than that, the whole thing

was so boring. not to mention the

class party. that was so damn

shitt-ass lame.

-.-

anyways, so yeah to day went

back to sacp.

and it was pathetic?!

nobody went.

i mean a few only went.

and i saw cow.

she's fatter.

MUCH MUCH fatter

:D really.

HAHAHA

and my irritating mother go and

ban me from using the computer.

but i'm still using :D

hahah. might not update till after exams.

so soon!!!

september. urgh..

gonna mug.

CHIAO

2009-08-30T14:10:00.002+08:00

i finally got to changing my blog song

AND

my template :D:D:D

and i love it . alot.alot.

and did i mention that my

PHONE CRASHED?!

mine is dead. confirmed.

like it can't switch on. and can't

charge. and also, my parents

still haven't got to buying me a new one.

-.-

damn pissy sia.

i mean it's so damn inconvenient.

JUST GET ME A NEW PHONE.

goodness.

i hope they buy it today.

or tuesday or monday

just as long as i get one.

kaykaykaykay.

us against the world.